Sunday, September 19, 2010

Long
tym no post huh..?? haha bz luh ..
bz wif school ..
exam ..
daydreaming ..
ermm.. somemore..?? dunno ..
well.. nxt wednesday is comin..
so uh probably headin to d CLUb again ..
cnt wait w00ts!
ltr goin out wif sis to seasha !
nw sittin dwn watchin my fav channel!
ZING ! all hotttt guys ! ahhhhhh...
haha.. aite peepz. c ya soon. bb
PEACE OUT !

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Saturday, September 4, 2010

WATTA SAE..?? WEDNESDAY LADIES NITE CLUB WAS AWEESSOOOMEEEEEE


Well watta sae..?? Had a gr8 tym in da club ..
well who cares hw m dancin in da club..
regardless its a dirty,drunk or shitty dance
i just do it !
hahs !
i was super damn high..
no plans of goin actuali ..
end up it was alast min ..
so wh0 cares..??
jus gt ready ina flash &tuk a cab dwn off to
-JEANS LIFE-
YEAH BABE !
IT IS !
hahas.. went in first ..
had few drinks .. few pegs..
mixin up all da drinks..
ma big tym fav is bourbon coke !
woots !
cn reali feel da drink runnin dwn ur throat like..
aaahhhhhhh !!!
aite wnt outta smoke.. so was like in & outta club !
soooo many hot guys !!
goooshh !
so gt high .. was waitin for da ryt song to dance..
n der it came
I KNW U WANT ...*MUSIC*
off i wnt to da dance floor draggin my sis wif me..
haha! started dancing like .. .. ..
& den my BIG TYM FAV SONG
YEN JANNAL !!!
aiiyooo!
tellin u shud c da dance floor all da guys went off &
da gerls came dwn filled da space ..
all dancing like woooaaahhhhhh!!!
me&my sis gt high so jus dance for da song ..
aftr dat alcohol lvl came dwn..
wnt bck to ma table & grab da jug of buorbon coke..
& headed to da dance floor .
bt dat tym me& my sis fren we were dancing dirty
cus der was a love song..
i told her..
who da hell told dat love song is onli for a boy&gerl..??
i dun care ! i was shouting n dancing wif her..
hahs.. sumcouples dancing jus ryt bsdie us..
we dn care n jus grind grind !
hahahaha ! imagine dat !
aftr dat .. .. ..
me n my sis fren switch partners...
which means,
i was dancing wif a guy ..
and dat guy's fren was dancin wif my sis fren!
WOOOAAAAHHHH !
fuckin hot sia da guy ..
i rmb seeing him da first tym i went club..
so i asked him ..
hey rmbb me..??
he was like ermm.. nt reali ..
i said..
rmb..?? u tuk off my cap de other tym i came club !
he was like..ohh yeah ! nw i totally rmb !
hahas..
wuahh.. perspire man !! okay jus dance dance...
den aftr dat i had a eye on another guy who was dancing jus bside me..
damn cute siaaaa!!! aiiyoo..
he was wearin a cap.. veri fair.. n was keep shakin his head m smilin
@ me.. i was like...wooahh shobbbiiii ! handsome siak !
dn he knw i was drunk da way i move move..
i jus cudn tke my eyes off him!
so cute sia .. den his fren spolit d whole thing !
his fren dragged my sis fren and matched her wif de fair..
he pulled me and danced wif me..
a "sexy sexy" tamil song !
aiiyoo..
i was like WHHHAAAATTTTT !!!!!
hahahaha ! den i was like ... i wantd to dance wif him !
nt u!
bt nva tell luh ..veri bad sia..
nvm jus go on wif da flow luh babe ~
aite den da funny part is..
dat fair guy n my sis fren was nt interested dancing together so dey jus walked off..
i din care jus dance wif dat fella !
wooahh..
he gave me no space n cramped up my space..and pushed me to da corner !
so sumhw or rather i jus dance wif him ..
wooaahh..
den ..
da song finished ..
he pulled me toked in my ear..wads ur name.?
i said shobana ..
oh nice..
well so cute n c u again babe !
he kissed me on ma cheek like..
WAD DA FUCK !
i smiled and walked off..
aite club closed dwn.. headed bck home..
was super tipsy !
so wnt home k.o. da nxt day nva go school
a fuckin shockin news came..
dat fella i was dancin wif is my bro in law's blood br0!
i was like FUCK FUCK FUCK !my sis told me dat news i was stunned!
bt den he cudn recognise my sis i guess.. g0sh ! hopefully if i were to c him arn,
i hope he wont gimme a smile like..
rmb..?? hw we danced..??
ohh no ! i'll be like.. huh ? i nva g0 club before..
*ESCAAAPEEE SHOBIII!!!!*
HAHAHA so nxt tym wid be comin soon..
& i'll be dancin n drinkin like der's no tom !!
wooots! dats abt it den..
alot more bt i cnt rmb ..
oh ya i accidently kissed a guy in his lip whn i was
aboutta tok in his ears..
hahaha! damn funny sia..
cnt rmb alot of things..
cos i was super damn
D R U N K !
SO YEAH!
livin dis place wif memories of..
LADIES NITE CLUB! DA MOMENT OF MADNESS!!!

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Tuesday, August 24, 2010

HELLO !!!
vanakkam..
SALAM NAMESTE..
Selamat datang..
SIMI taichii ..
okayy.. m postin smth cus m bored..
so tdy cassie n shobi's day !
yeah !
da 6789 sista's day !
bakin cookies..pics..joking m laughin like m vibrating !
load more..
whn we r together its always lidat ..
haha
cassie cn i say smth..??
BALAAA !!hahahahahha !!
okayyy .. welll ermm..
i gotta say smth .. sum peepz juz hate to c us togethR !
bt i dun give a damn luh..
seriously..
yeah itz true she changed aftr mixin wif me , bt ..
she changed for good for godness sake !
u might hate it cus
shez goin against u .. cus u dun mean anythin t0 her !
nothing seriously nothing ! datz y..!!
i thought her yes i did ..
is dat bad..?? i dun think so !
shez always happy i wanna keep her happy ..
idun wann any BITCHES OR BASTARDS to step over her ..
damn ! yes n shez ma twin ! i'll change her hw much i wan..
its for gd .. yes it is !
ur opinion.. AINT NEEDED!
*DEEP SIGH*
da person im referrin is nt gonna read dis bt m jus
rittin to make myself feel better..
n hope u wont be such a hater or pain in da neck !
haiz.. cassie played da la la la la !! "guitar"
made me think of him .. nvm..
itz okay ..
each n every memory dat keeep me thinkin of him ,
i learnt hw to overcome n be STRONG !
yeah.. shobi=strong an anti-emo !
tears nva drop .. !!
well .. me love cassie !
6789 SISTAS FOREVA LUH !
DUN MESS WIF US .. !!

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Thursday, August 19, 2010

Oitz!! seesha !! da pics r here.. so wad cn i say??
super damn fun !
thanks for kiki da photographer:))
goin out wif her was damn fun n had a gr8 tym wif her !
go buy da leather jackY!
haha yeah ! she was da decision maker.. n was keep sayin..
cool luh shobi ! haha .. melovekiki!

I think hvn start seesha yet.. so jus tke da pic wif ma ladies:))




Aite, dun wanna tok much.. cus all i cn say is ..
I HAD FUN ! cnt wait for nxt tym to seesha again ..
nxt week wif kiki&niya ! woots ! not onli seesha alone bt..
bt...
bt....
btt .....
..........
DRINKING !!!!!!
OMG !
shobi's fav !!
gosh ! cnt wait !
nxt week !! faster cum i cnt wait! aite gotta leave
bubyeZ:)))








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Friday, August 13, 2010

OitZ ! 2 weeks holz!
prayin for ma pay !!
cuz badly wanna spend ma nyt wif him ..
hmmmm...
aite current issues ..
NIYA !! tom outing wif keshini..
smth diFF.. we r bringing da lil princess out..
cus she juz gt discharged frm hos ..
wanna make her cheer up !
so bringing her to safra indoor games ..
everytym go out she'll be like ..
chiti ! u goin out wif ur frenz ah?
:(
must c her pittiful face ..
datz y for a change bringin her out ..
gonna be fun !
cnt wait ....
n ermm..
plannin to go seesha again .. bt dis tym ..
kiki me n niya .. yet to confirm things ..
load of things n plannings ..
2 weeks holz must spend like nobodies business .. !!
aite new blog skin everythin readi .. gonna open it nxt yr ..
waakaka !! late eh? gotta reason ..
invitatons will be given to ma babes n hunks !
no worries .. its private so yeah !
so nw .. wad shobi gonna do is ..
get ready lil princess her dress ..
shower .. n maybe... slp!
pics willl be posted tom ! bubye !

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Thursday, August 12, 2010



OiTZ!!! m bck ! ahh.. watta gotta say..??

hmm.. oh yes yes !! monday was super fun !!

seesha!! ahhh... shiok ! pics comin up soon..

bought a new jackie! gosh !

frm ADDIDAS!! correct spellin uh? who cares!

its a leather .. button up till my neck!

n gold zip ..itz those riders2 type! wuah uwah wuahhh !!

da reason y i bought da jacket is cus

of 2 main reason .. first cus its fuckin cold to sit

in his bike durin ridin in da nite.. woots !

secondly, its fuckin KOOL !!!

haha.. okay shobi dun be boasy!!

damn ! hw to gt rid of a person who keep callin u

non-stop? itz damn irritatin ! super irritating!

i dunno hw to do "block call" in my phone .. !!

cn u imagine a person calls u "@ least" 30 tyms /day !

gosh ! 2 weeks holidays comin up !!

gotta tun n loose more weight yeah ! niyaa!!!!!

better do it ! haha.. swimming wif keshini is gonna be fun..

cnt wait for it!

aite pics for seesha n day out wif kesh will be hre soon..!!

till den .. chow!

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Saturday, July 31, 2010


Aite ! bck aftr a long tym..
hmm.. so wads happenin..??
school..bcls!!..exams..
yeah.. feelin of graduatin soon
gives me butterflies in my
stomach ! well .. kinda workin
hard ... damn sleepy .. i wake up
late . fightin against tym to reach
sch on tym n .. tryina avoid peepz
whO played a fOOL in ma life..
nt onli in sch bt outside as well..
hmm.. hw abt my outside life..??
ASK ME ABT IT !!
last nyt .. went out wif him again ..
awesome nite!!!! damn ! da feelin
of goin riding wif him is like ......
arrghhhh !!!!
two days ina row man !!
we kinda met aftr a long tym.. we
nva say i miss you verbally bt ......
his kissess n hugs always makes
me feel like .. damn ! m bck to u
again.. so whn will be da nxt u'll be gone ? well it dosen matter..
i always treasure da tyms wif him .. not botherin abt hw i missed him ..
not botherin abt hw he mademe suffer whn i needed him badly ..
n not botherin whn will be da nxt tym to suffer da worst .. haiz ..
we knw our relationship sucks ! bt jst dun give a damn abt it..
cus i wanna be wif him till da end .. simply ..
i love him ! n dats abt it .. dey cursed .. dey humiliated .. n dey evn
hated me .. bt u knw wad..?? i just dun care wad dey think of me cus
i dun nid to have any1 in life who dun accept for who i m n who cnt
digest da fact dat "M HIS" oh c'mon ! dun blame it on me..!! all u cn
do is juz sit dwn n watch our love growin day by day :)
weLL ... wad cn i say more .. ??
DA NITE RIDIN WIF HIM WAS LIKE !! DAMN !! I HAD A WHOLE
LOAD OF FUN ! N ME LOVE PINKEY !!

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Saturday, July 17, 2010


OitZ ! aites bck to life again ..
feelin much better .. wud like to thank my positive attitudes !
alryts.. current issues : rotting .. tom might be goin shopping .. grab new clothes.. caught dis white dress @ where..?? ofcos nowhere bt valerie ! damn its kinda ex . bt love it man !!
hmm.. me ..?? wif dress..??
haha .. gotta revise ma notes .. n strt openein up my BCLS book "dun evn knw hw does da first page luks like !" goshh ! itz 2.2 n u hav sum peepz in ma class askin me .. oi ! u study uh ..??
damn ! itz 2.2 .. i gotta wrk hard sooo hard dat i've nva been worked like dis b4 ! n yeah .. i've ald planned wad m gonna do once m done wif my school ... no1 is gonna change my plans ! n dun search for me .. seriously i'll go missing .. gone for gud for sum ppl .. well i knw wad u r thinkin aite ! recently keep dreaming of my ex . for da pass 3 days ! gosh ! no idea y !! itz kinda weird .. !! nt irritatin .. bt puts me ina thought like.. hey .. y suddenly ! LoL ! maybe lately he mite be missing me .. hehe .. mcm faham eh! haha.. idk .. bt .. weird ... weird .... hopefully i dun wanna c him tonite again ... get away !!!

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Thursday, July 15, 2010

Someone in ma class today said smth.. smth dat reali turned off ma mood.. totally went blank ..idk wad is it.. bt seriously i went bck to my"mind running" state .. sit dwn like a zombie reflect "everythin" da bad things hpnd to me ..thru ma imagination i was tryina find him .. i just cudn gt off those bad thoughts in ma mind.. n thoughts of him din help me ! whn i was tryina divert ma attention , i just cudn.. i din knw watta do .. i was ina "helpless" situation .. everybdy knws dat m a "bochap! ayaahh !! cnt be bothered kinda gerl .. who dun gives a damn to anythin .. puts everythin ona side .. dun care or evn give a thought of it..well .. suddenly if a simliar incident or sum1 says smth dat makes me reflect my bad times, datz whn i will bcum like dis !! i cn do nth to shake it oFF ! haiz.. m nw bloggin .. shud c my face nw .. it luks super dead ! thoughts of him whn we fite like kids .. whn he sucks his thumb like a baby n calls me "mummy!!! m hungry !!" reali made me soo idk wad bt ... i miss him .. i miss his smell arn me.. i miss his warmth .. i miss his warm tite hug.. i miss hearin his hrtbeat .. i miss tracing onto his tattoos wif ma fingers .. i miss da way he closes his eyes wif his hands .. smile n stick out his tongue like a baby whn hez makin his way towards me.. i miss hw he scolds me .. i miss playin da "knuckle punching" i miss his hard pinches on ma face .. i miss da way he toks abt me to his mum .. "ma jus luk @ her eyes!" whn his mum luk @ me i'll be like.. damn ! u luk so like ur mum ! i miss those long distance walks wif him.. i'll be holdin onto his arms n all da indian gerls will be starin @ us .. i miss his voice.. whn he sings his fav song, he shakes his head n sing soo loudly! i miss da way he stares into ma eyes whn m too engrossed into tokin smth veri ineteresting! n he'll ask me.. "ma! y u givin sooo much of expression..??" n i'll be like.. arent u listenin to me..??!!aarrgghh !! listen first !!"haha .. i miss da way he holds me frm my bck.. n his face rubbin against mine.. i cn reali feel his love n his breath thru my ears .. i reali miss da way he wipes my tears whn i say " bi .. i dun wanna leave u .. i dun wanna go bck .. i will miss u badly .. cn we stay a lil longer..??" n he says.. "bi .. dun cry .. plssss plss ma.. i cnt tke it..daddy will miss u also .. bt i wont jus cry it out.. u knw hw much i will miss u whn m in my camp.. doin ma things" really he holds me tightly to his chest .. wipes off ma tears n kisses me on ma eyes .. n he says.. nva seen such a beautiful eyes ! n there i go smiling !! haha.. i miss da way he feeds me sayin.. "eatt!! eatt !! dun say full ! finish it !" aftr eatin he will touch n rub my stomach askin" ma, full ald uh..?? hehehe" he goes smiling like a kid .. i miss da way he plays wif my hair..coverin his face n says"mummmy !! lets play hide n seek" goshh !! m so gonna ... well m gonna stop it hre.. cus if m gonna go onn...... seriously i miss every single moment wif him.. i miss u .. n i miss u .. i got nth to say bt to end ma post n day sayin n thinkin .. i miss u .. whn will i be bck to ur arms .. ??









- Her yearns n memories ... Its all abt him ...

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Sunday, July 11, 2010


New blog skin..?? yeah.. da old one kinda bored..
okay i give up doin ma new blog..
haiz..
well.. holidays out ! n..
school's in !
so wads new..?? nth much bt stress..notes..projects..
n ermm..
yeah .. gottta cut dwn shopping..
so wads up wif schhooll..??? hehe new pic to c !






Well.. whn i wore dis specs.. sum1 in da lift humiliated me
by tellin i luk like a porn star! damn!
i've nva gt such a comment man !!
argh !
haha..
ermm.. since nw its 2.2 !!
things r fallin on d edge of smth called limit ..
i dun care whoeva says smth abt me.
sure ! dun gt surprised..
m gonna fight for my ryts!
n dun blame me for being such a bitch !
i dun wanna tok much..
bt..
"LET US ALL ENJOY 2.2 ..
DA FINAL JOURNEY TO GRADUATION.."

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