Ju$ HaT€ 2 B A EmO GerL

2010-09-19T12:33:00.002+08:00

Long

tym no post huh..?? haha bz luh ..

bz wif school ..

exam ..

daydreaming ..

ermm.. somemore..?? dunno ..

well.. nxt wednesday is comin..

so uh probably headin to d CLUb again ..

cnt wait w00ts!

ltr goin out wif sis to seasha !

nw sittin dwn watchin my fav channel!

ZING ! all hotttt guys ! ahhhhhh...

haha.. aite peepz. c ya soon. bb

PEACE OUT !

WATTA SAE..?? WEDNESDAY LADIES NITE CLUB WAS AWEESSOOOMEEEEEE

2010-09-04T17:18:00.004+08:00

Well watta sae..?? Had a gr8 tym in da club ..

well who cares hw m dancin in da club..

regardless its a dirty,drunk or shitty dance

i just do it !

hahs !

i was super damn high..

no plans of goin actuali ..

end up it was alast min ..

so wh0 cares..??

jus gt ready ina flash &tuk a cab dwn off to

-JEANS LIFE-

YEAH BABE !

IT IS !

hahas.. went in first ..

had few drinks .. few pegs..

mixin up all da drinks..

ma big tym fav is bourbon coke !

woots !

cn reali feel da drink runnin dwn ur throat like..

aaahhhhhhh !!!

aite wnt outta smoke.. so was like in & outta club !

soooo many hot guys !!

goooshh !

so gt high .. was waitin for da ryt song to dance..

n der it came

I KNW U WANT ...*MUSIC*

off i wnt to da dance floor draggin my sis wif me..

haha! started dancing like .. .. ..

& den my BIG TYM FAV SONG

YEN JANNAL !!!

aiiyooo!

tellin u shud c da dance floor all da guys went off &

da gerls came dwn filled da space ..

all dancing like woooaaahhhhhh!!!

me&my sis gt high so jus dance for da song ..

aftr dat alcohol lvl came dwn..

wnt bck to ma table & grab da jug of buorbon coke..

& headed to da dance floor .

bt dat tym me& my sis fren we were dancing dirty

cus der was a love song..

i told her..

who da hell told dat love song is onli for a boy&gerl..??

i dun care ! i was shouting n dancing wif her..

hahs.. sumcouples dancing jus ryt bsdie us..

we dn care n jus grind grind !

hahahaha ! imagine dat !

aftr dat .. .. ..

me n my sis fren switch partners...

which means,

i was dancing wif a guy ..

and dat guy's fren was dancin wif my sis fren!

WOOOAAAAHHHH !

fuckin hot sia da guy ..

i rmb seeing him da first tym i went club..

so i asked him ..

hey rmbb me..??

he was like ermm.. nt reali ..

i said..

rmb..?? u tuk off my cap de other tym i came club !

he was like..ohh yeah ! nw i totally rmb !

hahas..

wuahh.. perspire man !! okay jus dance dance...

den aftr dat i had a eye on another guy who was dancing jus bside me..

damn cute siaaaa!!! aiiyoo..

he was wearin a cap.. veri fair.. n was keep shakin his head m smilin

@ me.. i was like...wooahh shobbbiiii ! handsome siak !

dn he knw i was drunk da way i move move..

i jus cudn tke my eyes off him!

so cute sia .. den his fren spolit d whole thing !

his fren dragged my sis fren and matched her wif de fair..

he pulled me and danced wif me..

a "sexy sexy" tamil song !

aiiyoo..

i was like WHHHAAAATTTTT !!!!!

hahahaha ! den i was like ... i wantd to dance wif him !

nt u!

bt nva tell luh ..veri bad sia..

nvm jus go on wif da flow luh babe ~

aite den da funny part is..

dat fair guy n my sis fren was nt interested dancing together so dey jus walked off..

i din care jus dance wif dat fella !

wooahh..

he gave me no space n cramped up my space..and pushed me to da corner !

so sumhw or rather i jus dance wif him ..

wooaahh..

den ..

da song finished ..

he pulled me toked in my ear..wads ur name.?

i said shobana ..

oh nice..

well so cute n c u again babe !

he kissed me on ma cheek like..

WAD DA FUCK !

i smiled and walked off..

aite club closed dwn.. headed bck home..

was super tipsy !

so wnt home k.o. da nxt day nva go school

a fuckin shockin news came..

dat fella i was dancin wif is my bro in law's blood br0!

i was like FUCK FUCK FUCK !my sis told me dat news i was stunned!

bt den he cudn recognise my sis i guess.. g0sh ! hopefully if i were to c him arn,

i hope he wont gimme a smile like..

rmb..?? hw we danced..??

ohh no ! i'll be like.. huh ? i nva g0 club before..

*ESCAAAPEEE SHOBIII!!!!*

HAHAHA so nxt tym wid be comin soon..

& i'll be dancin n drinkin like der's no tom !!

wooots! dats abt it den..

alot more bt i cnt rmb ..

oh ya i accidently kissed a guy in his lip whn i was

aboutta tok in his ears..

hahaha! damn funny sia..

cnt rmb alot of things..

cos i was super damn

D R U N K !

SO YEAH!

livin dis place wif memories of..

LADIES NITE CLUB! DA MOMENT OF MADNESS!!!

2010-08-24T02:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO !!!

vanakkam..

SALAM NAMESTE..

Selamat datang..

SIMI taichii ..

okayy.. m postin smth cus m bored..

so tdy cassie n shobi's day !

yeah !

da 6789 sista's day !

bakin cookies..pics..joking m laughin like m vibrating !

load more..

whn we r together its always lidat ..

haha

cassie cn i say smth..??

BALAAA !!hahahahahha !!

okayyy .. welll ermm..

i gotta say smth .. sum peepz juz hate to c us togethR !

bt i dun give a damn luh..

seriously..

yeah itz true she changed aftr mixin wif me , bt ..

she changed for good for godness sake !

u might hate it cus

shez goin against u .. cus u dun mean anythin t0 her !

nothing seriously nothing ! datz y..!!

i thought her yes i did ..

is dat bad..?? i dun think so !

shez always happy i wanna keep her happy ..

idun wann any BITCHES OR BASTARDS to step over her ..

damn ! yes n shez ma twin ! i'll change her hw much i wan..

its for gd .. yes it is !

ur opinion.. AINT NEEDED!

*DEEP SIGH*

da person im referrin is nt gonna read dis bt m jus

rittin to make myself feel better..

n hope u wont be such a hater or pain in da neck !

haiz.. cassie played da la la la la !! "guitar"

made me think of him .. nvm..

itz okay ..

each n every memory dat keeep me thinkin of him ,

i learnt hw to overcome n be STRONG !

yeah.. shobi=strong an anti-emo !

tears nva drop .. !!

well .. me love cassie !

6789 SISTAS FOREVA LUH !

DUN MESS WIF US .. !!

2010-08-19T11:44:00.002+08:00

Oitz!! seesha !! da pics r here.. so wad cn i say??

super damn fun !

thanks for kiki da photographer:))

goin out wif her was damn fun n had a gr8 tym wif her !

go buy da leather jackY!

haha yeah ! she was da decision maker.. n was keep sayin..

cool luh shobi ! haha .. melovekiki!

I think hvn start seesha yet.. so jus tke da pic wif ma ladies:))

Aite, dun wanna tok much.. cus all i cn say is ..

I HAD FUN ! cnt wait for nxt tym to seesha again ..

nxt week wif kiki&niya ! woots ! not onli seesha alone bt..

bt...

bt....

btt .....

..........

DRINKING !!!!!!

OMG !

shobi's fav !!

gosh ! cnt wait !

nxt week !! faster cum i cnt wait! aite gotta leave

bubyeZ:)))

2010-08-13T21:44:00.003+08:00

OitZ ! 2 weeks holz!

prayin for ma pay !!

cuz badly wanna spend ma nyt wif him ..

hmmmm...

aite current issues ..

NIYA !! tom outing wif keshini..

smth diFF.. we r bringing da lil princess out..

cus she juz gt discharged frm hos ..

wanna make her cheer up !

so bringing her to safra indoor games ..

everytym go out she'll be like ..

chiti ! u goin out wif ur frenz ah?

must c her pittiful face ..

datz y for a change bringin her out ..

gonna be fun !

cnt wait ....

n ermm..

plannin to go seesha again .. bt dis tym ..

kiki me n niya .. yet to confirm things ..

load of things n plannings ..

2 weeks holz must spend like nobodies business .. !!

aite new blog skin everythin readi .. gonna open it nxt yr ..

waakaka !! late eh? gotta reason ..

invitatons will be given to ma babes n hunks !

no worries .. its private so yeah !

so nw .. wad shobi gonna do is ..

get ready lil princess her dress ..

shower .. n maybe... slp!

pics willl be posted tom ! bubye !

2010-08-12T12:28:00.004+08:00

OiTZ!!! m bck ! ahh.. watta gotta say..??

hmm.. oh yes yes !! monday was super fun !!

seesha!! ahhh... shiok ! pics comin up soon..

bought a new jackie! gosh !

frm ADDIDAS!! correct spellin uh? who cares!

its a leather .. button up till my neck!

n gold zip ..itz those riders2 type! wuah uwah wuahhh !!

da reason y i bought da jacket is cus

of 2 main reason .. first cus its fuckin cold to sit

in his bike durin ridin in da nite.. woots !

secondly, its fuckin KOOL !!!

haha.. okay shobi dun be boasy!!

damn ! hw to gt rid of a person who keep callin u

non-stop? itz damn irritatin ! super irritating!

i dunno hw to do "block call" in my phone .. !!

cn u imagine a person calls u "@ least" 30 tyms /day !

gosh ! 2 weeks holidays comin up !!

gotta tun n loose more weight yeah ! niyaa!!!!!

better do it ! haha.. swimming wif keshini is gonna be fun..

cnt wait for it!

aite pics for seesha n day out wif kesh will be hre soon..!!

till den .. chow!

2010-07-31T12:18:00.003+08:00

Aite ! bck aftr a long tym..

hmm.. so wads happenin..??

school..bcls!!..exams..

yeah.. feelin of graduatin soon

gives me butterflies in my

stomach ! well .. kinda workin

hard ... damn sleepy .. i wake up

late . fightin against tym to reach

sch on tym n .. tryina avoid peepz

whO played a fOOL in ma life..

nt onli in sch bt outside as well..

hmm.. hw abt my outside life..??

ASK ME ABT IT !!

last nyt .. went out wif him again ..

awesome nite!!!! damn ! da feelin

of goin riding wif him is like ......

arrghhhh !!!!

two days ina row man !!

we kinda met aftr a long tym.. we

nva say i miss you verbally bt ......

his kissess n hugs always makes

me feel like .. damn ! m bck to u

again.. so whn will be da nxt u'll be gone ? well it dosen matter..

i always treasure da tyms wif him .. not botherin abt hw i missed him ..

not botherin abt hw he mademe suffer whn i needed him badly ..

n not botherin whn will be da nxt tym to suffer da worst .. haiz ..

we knw our relationship sucks ! bt jst dun give a damn abt it..

cus i wanna be wif him till da end .. simply ..

i love him ! n dats abt it .. dey cursed .. dey humiliated .. n dey evn

hated me .. bt u knw wad..?? i just dun care wad dey think of me cus

i dun nid to have any1 in life who dun accept for who i m n who cnt

digest da fact dat "M HIS" oh c'mon ! dun blame it on me..!! all u cn

do is juz sit dwn n watch our love growin day by day :)

weLL ... wad cn i say more .. ??

DA NITE RIDIN WIF HIM WAS LIKE !! DAMN !! I HAD A WHOLE

LOAD OF FUN ! N ME LOVE PINKEY !!

2010-07-17T16:18:00.003+08:00

OitZ ! aites bck to life again ..

feelin much better .. wud like to thank my positive attitudes !

alryts.. current issues : rotting .. tom might be goin shopping .. grab new clothes.. caught dis white dress @ where..?? ofcos nowhere bt valerie ! damn its kinda ex . bt love it man !!

hmm.. me ..?? wif dress..??

haha .. gotta revise ma notes .. n strt openein up my BCLS book "dun evn knw hw does da first page luks like !" goshh ! itz 2.2 n u hav sum peepz in ma class askin me .. oi ! u study uh ..??

damn ! itz 2.2 .. i gotta wrk hard sooo hard dat i've nva been worked like dis b4 ! n yeah .. i've ald planned wad m gonna do once m done wif my school ... no1 is gonna change my plans ! n dun search for me .. seriously i'll go missing .. gone for gud for sum ppl .. well i knw wad u r thinkin aite ! recently keep dreaming of my ex . for da pass 3 days ! gosh ! no idea y !! itz kinda weird .. !! nt irritatin .. bt puts me ina thought like.. hey .. y suddenly ! LoL ! maybe lately he mite be missing me .. hehe .. mcm faham eh! haha.. idk .. bt .. weird ... weird .... hopefully i dun wanna c him tonite again ... get away !!!

2010-07-15T21:04:00.011+08:00

Someone in ma class today said smth.. smth dat reali turned off ma mood.. totally went blank ..idk wad is it.. bt seriously i went bck to my"mind running" state .. sit dwn like a zombie reflect "everythin" da bad things hpnd to me ..thru ma imagination i was tryina find him .. i just cudn gt off those bad thoughts in ma mind.. n thoughts of him din help me ! whn i was tryina divert ma attention , i just cudn.. i din knw watta do .. i was ina "helpless" situation .. everybdy knws dat m a "bochap! ayaahh !! cnt be bothered kinda gerl .. who dun gives a damn to anythin .. puts everythin ona side .. dun care or evn give a thought of it..well .. suddenly if a simliar incident or sum1 says smth dat makes me reflect my bad times, datz whn i will bcum like dis !! i cn do nth to shake it oFF ! haiz.. m nw bloggin .. shud c my face nw .. it luks super dead ! thoughts of him whn we fite like kids .. whn he sucks his thumb like a baby n calls me "mummy!!! m hungry !!" reali made me soo idk wad bt ... i miss him .. i miss his smell arn me.. i miss his warmth .. i miss his warm tite hug.. i miss hearin his hrtbeat .. i miss tracing onto his tattoos wif ma fingers .. i miss da way he closes his eyes wif his hands .. smile n stick out his tongue like a baby whn hez makin his way towards me.. i miss hw he scolds me .. i miss playin da "knuckle punching" i miss his hard pinches on ma face .. i miss da way he toks abt me to his mum .. "ma jus luk @ her eyes!" whn his mum luk @ me i'll be like.. damn ! u luk so like ur mum ! i miss those long distance walks wif him.. i'll be holdin onto his arms n all da indian gerls will be starin @ us .. i miss his voice.. whn he sings his fav song, he shakes his head n sing soo loudly! i miss da way he stares into ma eyes whn m too engrossed into tokin smth veri ineteresting! n he'll ask me.. "ma! y u givin sooo much of expression..??" n i'll be like.. arent u listenin to me..??!!aarrgghh !! listen first !!"haha .. i miss da way he holds me frm my bck.. n his face rubbin against mine.. i cn reali feel his love n his breath thru my ears .. i reali miss da way he wipes my tears whn i say " bi .. i dun wanna leave u .. i dun wanna go bck .. i will miss u badly .. cn we stay a lil longer..??" n he says.. "bi .. dun cry .. plssss plss ma.. i cnt tke it..daddy will miss u also .. bt i wont jus cry it out.. u knw hw much i will miss u whn m in my camp.. doin ma things" really he holds me tightly to his chest .. wipes off ma tears n kisses me on ma eyes .. n he says.. nva seen such a beautiful eyes ! n there i go smiling !! haha.. i miss da way he feeds me sayin.. "eatt!! eatt !! dun say full ! finish it !" aftr eatin he will touch n rub my stomach askin" ma, full ald uh..?? hehehe" he goes smiling like a kid .. i miss da way he plays wif my hair..coverin his face n says"mummmy !! lets play hide n seek" goshh !! m so gonna ... well m gonna stop it hre.. cus if m gonna go onn...... seriously i miss every single moment wif him.. i miss u .. n i miss u .. i got nth to say bt to end ma post n day sayin n thinkin .. i miss u .. whn will i be bck to ur arms .. ??

- Her yearns n memories ... Its all abt him ...

2010-07-11T21:46:00.002+08:00

New blog skin..?? yeah.. da old one kinda bored..

okay i give up doin ma new blog..

haiz..

well.. holidays out ! n..

school's in !

so wads new..?? nth much bt stress..notes..projects..

n ermm..

yeah .. gottta cut dwn shopping..

so wads up wif schhooll..??? hehe new pic to c !

Well.. whn i wore dis specs.. sum1 in da lift humiliated me

by tellin i luk like a porn star! damn!

i've nva gt such a comment man !!

argh !

haha..

ermm.. since nw its 2.2 !!

things r fallin on d edge of smth called limit ..

i dun care whoeva says smth abt me.

sure ! dun gt surprised..

m gonna fight for my ryts!

n dun blame me for being such a bitch !

i dun wanna tok much..

bt..

"LET US ALL ENJOY 2.2 ..

DA FINAL JOURNEY TO GRADUATION.."

2010-07-08T22:23:00.002+08:00

OoOOHH NONO!! ma blog is super dead !!

well m hre to puek everythin.. haha..well wad hpnd

to ma new bloG? hhaha.. m nt reali done yt so yeah..

well current issues.. night shoppin @ lil india.. dinner

ina restaurant eat till ma belt gonna pecah !

haha .. and yeah ma MISSION SUCCEESS!! weee!!

bitch lost n i won ! n lets all sing..

ALL DA SINGLE LADIES..

nw put ur hands up!

wuuuhuhuu!!

ridin in da nyt wif him is super fun ..

his perfume n warmth makes me feel so......

haiz.. i dunno watta say ..

whn da red light blinks on da traffic ..

i hug him soo tight & close ma eyes ..

takin a deep breath.. n dat smell of him..

argh! i miss it all n i'll nva forgt dat night wif him ...

n enjoy those moments..

make sure i enjoy n keep all those memories..

" a relationship dat runs off in tym n keeps us together meanwhile"

aites! shake it off shobi !

wednesday ladies nite club was AWESOME!!!

fuck! i had a hell outta tym der..

hot guys arn..dance floor.. tequila drinks..

damn.. i had a gr8 tym.. stumbling over ma heels

whn i was drunk.. haha was super fun!

nxt m goin wif him ! ofcos i jus cnt wait..

WELL BABY ONE MORE TYM ! lets spin on da dance floor..

those twists n turns i'll nva forggt it all .. i love u:)

alryts..dats ma messy love life..

haha... okayy.. cassie veri close to ma parents..

we have lunch together n all..

fun !

i feel like shez part of ma family ..

well its confirm i will be flyin over n upgradin n stuFFs......

P.S. m graduatin soon. n hell yeah ! der will be no more shobi

da bitch ! itz shobi da nurse who USE to be 1 .. alryts..

alot n alot to mention luh bt i tired..

to finish, haters .. my ex boyfrends .. i love u'll

cus u guys made me so famous did mw wrong n made me stronG!

credit goes to u guys:)) hate me more?m so gonna smile more!

2010-06-21T01:54:00.003+08:00

alryts! thinkin sup wif ma bloG?
haha.. well rmb ?
dis was my veri first skin whn i started bloggin
juz love it cus of da ciggie !
ermm.. feel like smokin bt no ciGGiE argh! hate it!
well current issues : FLOATTTT!!! FLOAAAT!!!FLOAAT!!
headin to a ladies nite club on wed!
its soo gonna be fun ! m gonna gt drunk n craP!
i think m behavin like a bitch..
sumtyms m nt..
sumtyms idk!
haha
shez complicated
n shez confused!
n i got smth to ask..
do u knw hw it feels whn u r in love..??

2010-06-16T18:54:00.002+08:00

m lost.. lost.. totally lost.. seriously lost..
i dunno where m goin .. i dunno wadeva
decisions m tkin is ryt.. or .. wrong ..
seriously .. well .. i tuk a decision upon
dis.. so uh .. let me c where itz gonna end..
n i hope n hardly pray dat all these days i've
yearned for will nva be a dream or juz
imaginations .. i reali hope !
well .. any idea wad m tokinabt..??
haha ! luk out for ma invitation
on ma new bloG n will be postin it der..
soon..

***COMING SOON***

2010-06-13T00:07:00.003+08:00

posting after veri long..

okay wad cn i say?

ATTACHS R OVER!!!

my god!

m so gonna slp for long hrs..

n ofcos loose more weight yeah!

lost abt 15 pounds!!

woots! another 15 more!!

jyeeaaahhhh!!!!

everyone gt damn shocked to

c me aftr veri long..

all were like..

ohhhh myyyy goooood!!!

waakaka.. frends n cuzzies!

well yeah.. niya says m da idol for her loose weight!

haha.. i read her post i burst out seh!

lol !

okay ...

current issues..

facial..losing weight..town shopping .. preparin new blog !

yeeps!

gt ma new skin n editin everythin..

its gnna be cool!!

note: no password no entrance !

so worries.. ma loves ..

strangers who r still keeping track

onto ma blog thinkin i dunno,

TOOO BAAAD!! its tym for ma haters to leave !

alryts.. gtg.. damn ! its gonna strike 1 ! nites peeps!

2010-06-04T01:16:00.003+08:00

oitz! m bck.. well prev post okay i knw.
smth wrong sumwhere..
bt nvadaless m stil da same olD attitude !
okay..current issues..
well eating in nana restaurant..thai food was awesome!
thanks for eveerythin cassie me love u ! haha..
okay den ermm... attachs r gonna be over soon!
well wad m i gonna do..??
u shud knw .. memang! tidoh!!
haha.. well nth much ald.. bubyez!

2010-05-27T23:06:00.002+08:00

I wish i was back to ma childhood again..

i wanna be ma daddy's little gerl again..

i wanna cry to ma dad dat i fall while playin

instead of cryin to him dat i've lost alot in ma

life n m so called a "bitch to "certain" people..

readers, dis might shock you.

nva in ma life i suddenli lost all ma mood..

sittin dwn n started to think n reflect wadeva

i've done in ma life..

as u all knw m a "wadeva" "cbb"

kinda gerl.. bt suddenli pass few days i

wasnt maself..

ppl noticed it n askin me..

hey! shobi.. wads wrong wif u..??

ma ans was.. nth. m tired . no mooD to work.

i dunno wad has gone wrong in me.

bt trust me i hav no answer behind ma

weird behavior.

okay. i dun wanna tok any longer..

ma life is a secret.

no matter hw much u gt close to me,

ma truth n ma past will nva gt revealed to u.

dun force n waste ur energy askin me cus,

m a gerl who likeS to keep certain to maself.

cus i seriously dun trust any1..

no matter u r ma fren for dunno hw long or wad..

cus ma onli person i find impt is

me n maself.

sooner or ltr everythin is gonna be over.

hopefully.

N if i have a chance,

i badly wanna go back

to ma childhood.

start it all over.

all over again dat i wont go thru

all those pain n betrayels..

nw ,

i tell maself.

enuff shobi. its enuff.

u hav went thru alot.

lets jus stop everythin.

nva regret n start anew.

its nva too late.

bt der is onli one thing i wish

i cn do ryt nw,

erase all ma mistakes ..

be ma daddy's lil gerl once n for all..

n ma final say for dis post.

I LOVE YOU DADDY ..

2010-05-24T21:16:00.002+08:00

aites m bored to death.

came hre to post smth.

okay.

after a veri long tym,

i wanna wryt smth nice.

haha.

well.. currentli wads goin on..??

well m searchin for ma "new blog's"

skin which will perfectly fit in .

okay and ermm..

attachs finishin SooN..

guess wad..?? alll ma frends

are attached.. finally!!

ahhh..

nvadaless to say dat all r happy

n..

keepin in touch wif me.

P.S. m odd 1 out !

waakaka!

town shoppin wif cassie was gr8!!

movie..lunch ina restaurant ..

crazy shopping ..

awesome! n

da best thing i like to do is

walkin arn da town in da nite.

aftr veri long was like hell yeah!

fun !

cnt wait to grad..

everyone who read dis will be like

yeah!! faster i cnt wait..

another 6 months..??

n aftr dat no more..

"student"

its..

AN shobana..

cool uh !

kay drop dis..

nw ma phone n ma mind

is restin in peace.

no more irritatin "faky"

phone callS.

needless to answer dat.

besides things dat pissing me oFF,

i started to love goin out to town.

shop till i drop.

haha.

esp valerie! woots!

da shop of ma kind.

well.. other dan dat.

late nite phone calls to cassie.

tokin crap!

haha!

shez ma veri gd fren:)

since K1! lol. okay den.

gettina phone call.

gotta ans.

chow!

-aTTiTuDe aftr veri long.. 2135

2010-05-18T23:46:00.002+08:00

piercings tattoos' everywhere..
"n whn u c me arnd better turn arnd"

n u knw wad..??

dun search for me cus..
itz gonna be soon.. very soon..

trust me, baby .. ..

2010-05-13T00:07:00.003+08:00

Let me tell u dis..
sooner or ltr..
everythin willl "nva" be da same..
trust me.. dun ever ask me
y..?? cus u knw wad..??
i dun give a bloody damn business..
dun tke advantage of ma silence..
itz nt gonna lead it anywhere..
break ir or hold it..
itz ur choice..
n i will nva look da same..
sound da same..
n..
totally be da same..!!
a week to go..
save urself..
b4 i end ma post..
if u c me arn..
turn arn..

2010-05-10T23:43:00.003+08:00

okay peeps arn me askin wadz up wif ma bloG..??
ma ans to dem..
"giggles..ermm...giggles again"
datz wad i cn reply..
i knw! i knw! its gettin
nasty..dirty & secrety!
cus ma current blog is super public..
whn m shifted to ma new bloG,
m gonna post everythin der..
or..
maybe nt..
haiz idk..
i dun wanna tell anythin..
bt @ tyms in anger i wanna blurp
n scream to da top of ma voice..
jus say..
FUCKKKKKKK OFFFFFFF!!!
okay ..?? juz fuck off cn..??
stop followin me n ..
stop comin in ma thoughts..
its weird..
sumtyms.. i'll tell maself..
fuck oFF!!
n suddenli thinkin ova again.
haiz.. mayb ma mistake
itz ma mistake for givin another thought..
nw lookin @ others life..
makes me think like..
eh! dey hav grown much matured..
hey dey make a gd pair..
n in da back of ma mind..
"lets c hw long dey r gonna b together"
wif a sacarstic smile on ma face..
i dunno hw n y i've been thinkin like dis..
n seriously idk hw i started to be like dis..
well thinkin abt ma innocency ..
m like.. arrghh!!
i hate being a innocent nerdy idiot!
if i hate u i'll hate u foreva...
n if i were to c u arn..
u knw hw badli m gonna stare @ u..
no nid stare luh.. juz luk @ u enuFF
ald.. u knw wad m thinkin n
wad i wanna u to do..
yeah!
fuck off!!! gt it..?? fuck off!!
juz fuck off!!
piSSeD to da core sia..
dis peeps arn me..
haiz dunno watta say..
an ex bitch nw tryina be a hot chick!
omg! no matter wad, ur inner image will
nva fade awy.. gt it , bitch!
wadeva to u luh..
if u cn bitch abt me, it'll nva
tke me long to bitch arn abt u..
cus u knw smth..??
IF U CALL ME A BITCH, U R A ULTIMATE BITCH!!!
u dun knw anythin abt me,
all u knw is i stare @ peeps..
jyeah if i dun like da person,
i'll do dat!! datz ma attitude..
u gt a proB...?? deal with it!
cus i dun caRe wad u say abt me..
i dun nid ur "testimonials"
i dun hav da nid to prove ma
"innocency" cus i knw it maself itz enuFF for me..
seriously sia.. m damn pissed to da core..
i still gotta almst 2 weeks to shift to ma new bloG..
things r veri terribly bad.
no doubt itz gonna b private...
cus onli peeps whom i treasure will
able to hav a space on ma bloG..
nt invited..?? fuck oFF!
wait a min..
hey dude!
ur fren asks me..
"anythin wrong"
n m like.. ermm.. well ur fren wanna be alone..
ur fren goes on sayin.
ermm well we'll tok abt it..
i'll give u a call bck..
i told maself.. hez nva gonna call bck luh babe!
hah! happened .. !!
well comin back or nt gonna come bck..
nt ma fuckin prob..
well da door is nt fully opened or closed..
dun make it tooo late will i shuts n nva gonna open..
cus baby, trust me ..
m nt dat nice or gentle to handle wif..
or m nt dat kinda gerl who gets soft easily..
or..
m nt soo kind n nice dat u expected..
nt anymore .. .. .. . .. .. .. .. .. ..
well watt i gotta say for nw..??
FUCKK OFF!!!

2010-05-09T00:46:00.002+08:00

Okay!! nt gonna yack..
well one week has gone..
things were gD @ first..
den..
ermm..
haiz..
i dunno watta say..
meanwhile...
waitin for attachs to be finished..
faster faster grad ..
n..
strt to njoy "schooless" life..
n yeah nth much.. dun wanna detail stuFFs..
chowZ!
FUCK U WYNTER!

2010-05-02T15:51:00.002+08:00

IM SOOOSOOSOOOOSOSOSOO BLOODY DAMN HAPPY!!
serisouly nva in ma life i gt so excited n..n...
arrghh!! i dunno howtta express ma feelings!!
niya knws it!! haha!
"BEN IS BACK" oh ma god!!!
we started hvina conversatn..
like aftr soo long m tokin to him like..
like... m so dumb-founded!
haiz.. bt jyeah din expect ma week1
will be filled wif such a surprise!!
it shud be a nononooo!! it MUST be a happy ending!
ben is bck!! ben is bck!! ben is bck!! ben is bck!!

2010-04-26T01:30:00.003+08:00

haiz i gt no mood to centralize align da text blablabla...
wadeva..
aitez... for ur info guys.. m gonna shift ma blog..
meanin..
new link..
itz gonna be private..
dunworry will be givin u guys
da invitation to log in..
da reason y..??
cus m so gonna strt a new life soon..
everythin is gonna be new..
xcept ma attitude..datz nva gonna change..
for nw no mood to share anythin..
before i leave, i will be writtin a big story
ineterestin n nt naggy!!
n yeah... not ina ryt state of mind..
chow! - attitude 0200hrs..

2010-04-23T00:41:00.002+08:00

A MSG TO PENNY ANTON DA FUCKER ...

eh bastard!luk whoz callin me a bitch!hah!! if u wanna me to tok abt da past i think dis place will reali stink damn hard!! eh u fuckin bastard! i knw wad kinda person u r sial.. whn jay n ismail told me so many times i nva listen to dem.. i was reluctant!! came after me like a bloody damn "DOG" nva neglect dat! m so ashamed to call u ma "EX.GUY" sia..seriouslly!! some more cn put da blame on me dat all ur frends left u cus of me! eh pls luh k? i nva told u to fight wif dem for me! u stupid uh..?? no brain uh?? u eat shit is it..?? outta ur mind huh..?? btw i gt to knw u nva fight wif dem for ME.. hah!pls luh.. liein too much to me! thnk i'll nva knw is it..?? nw i knw! "punching on da wall ..knuckles wif bruises n cuts in ur forearm was jus a lie" juz to prove to me dat u care n love me! hahaha.. i cn laugh till i tear!! for ma face uh i cn go for sum1 better sia... n yeah.. scarf ma name in ur chest for wad fuck..?? hah! also such a fuckin lie!! nw fuckin arn wid which gerl..?? nva wanna have ur thoughts ever again.. da reason y i text u is cos i juz wantd to tell u dis.. jus bear dis in mind..m serious u'll regret for tellin all dis lies.. those lies dat nva bring u anywhere!! nw, all ur frends n includin maself.. we hate u to da core penny anton! u r a loner! n lukin @ ma blog cn tell u hw happy im wif ma boifren! so derz nooo spaxce "FOR U"n let me tell u dis.. wadeva u wanna do or say, itz juz nt gonna grab ma attention.. so ryt nw WADEVA TO U!! n if u dare, call me !! n yeah! i knw u r juz a fuckin coward who ran awy from a gerl! hah! chowz! -aTTiTuDe ..

2010-04-16T18:07:00.008+08:00

being a prisoner..

committed for a crime evntho hez a innocent..

makin a silent prayers all nite dat he cn turn bak tym..

n m dwn hre askin myslf..

y..?? y muz he go thru all dis..??hez innocent!
if derz reali god, he wudnt have given him dis much

punishment.. seriously all dis 1 yr i was lost..whneva m

by myself, randomly he comes in ma mind..

n i alwayz wish n hope hez doin fine in der..
derz still 2 weeks to go..

m excited n thinkin wad m gonna do nxt..
m i gonna follow his frends..??
m i gonna give a surprise..??

m i give a bloody damn shock..??

idk! ma mind runs..

nobdy comes in ma mind whneva i think of dis..

m gonna stp hre itself..

or else m sooo gonna blurp out everythin hre..

hope things will go fine.. n no1 shud gt hurt or

deceived.. da onli person has da answer is me..

juz me..

i hope i dun turn things worst!

stuck ina beauriful swirl.. .. ..

2010-04-13T00:57:00.003+08:00

Eh fuck!!!

i wanna post dis badli sia..serisouly..

i dun reali wanna mention da person name luh k..

bt whn i start rokin da person "himself"

will knw who m tokinabt..

first, u bithchin arn me..

secondly, ur frens addin me in fb!

eh pls luh k!

m not STUPID!

stop luh pls eh..

tk blh tahan !!

u think i wont knw who da hell dey r..??

n secondly u din think m nt

smart enuFF to knw who dey r..??

der r soooososooo mny gerls in fb..

bt y add me all of a sudden..

n y da hell MUST it be ur "FREN"

one added.

i reject..

another one add me..

y?? wanna check on me izzit..??

m not such a sucker like to

play bhind ma bf's bck..

n i idk hw da hell dey cn gt ma email add for msn sia..

serisouly i nva display it man!!

wuahh ...

i pissed uh..

wadeva to u luh k..??

do wad u wan..!!!

bt m nvadaless to say m happy wif ma bf..

happier dan hw i was wif u!

n .. he treats me better dan u!

CHOW!

2010-04-08T18:11:00.003+08:00

YOO PEEPS!

haha.. cool pics huh..??

wonder whoz dat gerl ...

waakaka!!

okay..

wads up wif dis meeting..??

idk bt a random one!

me...ingaparu gerls...haha

which is naz..ash..yoges..we guys went to sembawang beach..

okay ash's bf n yoge's bf came along too..

was kinda fun!

playin poker cards..snappin non-stop..

most of da pics stuck wif yoge phone..

will be hre mayb by dis week..??

so uh.. nth much lah..juz sit dwn tokin stories..

n i dun wanna mention dis person ..

did said veri s2pid..

haha i cn roll on da floor n laugh!

haha..

i played bewafa song on ma song..

cus u guys knw hw KRAZYILY m in love wif da lagu!

argghh..esp da guy in da vid..

my god!! my kind my kind my kind sial!

haha.. ok k k k shobi!stop it!

well den da chorus part came..

bewafa bewafa bewafa nikli.....smth smth

da person i think first tym listenin to da song i guess..

asked me n ash's bf.

huh..?? wad he sing..??april fool...april fool..??

hahahahaha..

siala!

for godness sake!

april fool n bewafa jauh tk de link!!!

hahahahahaha... i cn bet dat whn naz read dis

she is sooo gonna burst out!!

haha on dat tym onli me n vino(ash's bf)

heard wad he ask n i laugh like a idiot!!

n n ... vino tryina ctrl his laughter..

n i told him.. hey plss lah if u wanna laugh,

pls laugh it out nw..

if u ctrl ctrl whn i luk @ u ,

i'll laugh more worst dan dis!

haha n we started laughing..

bt pthers all bz tokin..din notice us..

so naz dis is wad happened lah babe!

funny eh!

must c his face whn askin me dat ques!

hahahaha..

ok..

wadeva..

well..

tuk train back home..

say a irritatin @#$% i dun wanna say dis

all la ..

i dun wanna be a typical bitch..

backstabbin..

well i knw hez tryina act cool..

bt pls eh..

CMI(cannot make it!!)

well niya knws him..

whn naz intro me to dat guy..

ma response was so slow..

like oh hi..

with a smile sacarstic smile on ma face...

so naz n ash tokin to him n ma eyes randomly went

to vino.. cn c so clearly dat he hated dat fella to da core!

i knw he cnt tahan any longER!

haha so uh..

i was buzily lookin @ da pics on naz's phone..

n dat fella was askin ma name..

i tuk a few secs to lift ma face up..

n he asked ma name..

i blink ma eyes like ina sacarstic way..

n ask him.. huh..??

"wadz ur name??"

i said..

shobana..

oh! she luk so familiar!

he said one indian gerl name..

she luk like suganya or smth..

i was like who is dat!!?? den roll ma eyes off!!

hahahaha..

"tap on ma shoulder"

i find dis guys so irritatin.. den sit bside me lagi..

i tuk ma mp3 outta ma bag n plug in.. nva bother him,,

yeah hez tryina b da "COOL KID"

da way he tok n stand...arrghh!!

me .. ash .. vino gt dwn tuk another train..waakakaka!!

den errmm.. left wif me n ash.. went jp..do smth..

den walked home wif a interestin conversatn..

shhhht!!i wont say wad izzzit abt..

m nt a gerl wif a big hole in ma mouth!

aitez m gonna stp here...

was such a funny n weird day!!

P.S. i dun understand y guys wanna flirt wif their

gal fren's fren! whn dey knw dat his gf n her fren r close..

hw cum he'z nt afraid dat she might tell his gf

dat ur bf is approachin me ina bad manner..????

well no matter wad! m nt a bastard...

i respect ma fren ..

n i knw ma limits..

well i love ma frends..

i pitty ma fren..

hope she'll knw wadz happenin bhind her back..

hope things will gt better soon...

I LOVE U!!!

2010-04-08T02:37:00.004+08:00

I CNT TKE DIS ANY LONGER!!

M GONNA SHOUT N SCREAM!!

SERIOUSLY...

TERRIBLY....

HORRIBLY....

I MISS HIM SO MUCH..

SERIOUS SHIT!!

I HATE DIS FEELING!!!

HAIZ.. kay sry if i sound like a lunatic!

i seriously miss him like...argghh!!

i cnt any longer..

i miss his touch..

i miss his embrace..

i miss our kiss..

i miss starrin into his eyes

dat drowns me deep..

i miss holdin his arm n walkin

ina lonely road..

like we always do..

everythin!! every single shit!!

i miss u da!!

i seriously miss u..

i hate dis feeling..

i've always told u dis..

i dunno howtta explain it

bt..

tsk!

whneva u walk a few steps awy frm me

"ring"

goes ur phone n its a text msg frm me..

"baby do i hav to go back..??"

i miss you!

juz turn n luk @ me..

nt evn a luk..

us a simple glance wif a smile will do"

do u knw hw da hell it feels to miss sum1

n whn u seriously badli wan dem infrnt

of ur eyes, n ur hrt years!

u r wad all i think abt!

i knw hw each n evryday is a trouble

for u whn u gt goin to wrk n stuFFs..

wif a sgl tot of me each n evrytym..

n m dwn hre..

reflectin our stupid fights..

ur painful pinchs on ma cheek ..

hw u hang ur arms arn ma shoulder

n walk wif a sweet lil conversation..

hw u laugh whn i did sumthin clumsy..

da way u stare into ma eyes n say

"i've nva paid so much attention on smth else

except ur eyes"

n whn u say dat, ma fingers strokin into

ur hands..

whn u say smth dat touches me,

ma hands will be tracing onto ur tattoos'

randomly!!!

i dun care hw other gerls say i love you

to their bf..

bt i knw whnva i say i love u to u,

i cn feel dat u cn reali feel ma love..

cus U knw hw i say it..

haha..

i bet u cn nva forgt dis..

n i miss ma son shovin so much..

hope u r takin a veri gd care of him..

if he yearns n cry for me,

juz say mummy wants to c u too..

n...

mummy does da same thing dat u r doin ryt nw..

..............

u r da every sgl beat of ma hrt..

n i believe dat a hrt cnt live w/o a sgl beat..!!

so i badli nid u hre asap!!

juz finish wadeva stuFFs n run bck to me..

n bring ma son along!

haha...

n i badli wanna whisper in ur ears..

i love u ma baby..

"i wanna be back to his warm arms..

dat brings me closer to his hrt.. n hear his

each n every sgl beat of it n feel his embrace"

be back to me asap..

n no matter wad u knw we'll nva be apart..

i love ma baby..

2010-04-06T21:55:00.006+08:00

JUZ LOVE DIS PIC!!

NAD!

I LOVE U!!!!

AITES!! 2DAY DA GREENIES BL DAY!!

woots! went to sch meet up ma frends..

n shout abt to gt attention..

BL OOOIII!!

BL BL..!!

Haha damn fun..

den gt 1 ilan.. new recruit..

da name..uh...i forgt.. once c him ald i niya was like..

wuahh shobi ur kind ur kind!

was thinkin dat fella face's reminds me of a sucker's face!!

n niya was like eh!!

shobi seriously he luks exactly like ur ex!

i was like.. ohhh yayaya!!

i was ccrackin ma head man!

arrghh!! bt seriously he luks "much better!!"

keke!

n yeah..

it was a fuckin long day bt ..

nva da less i enjoyed to da max..

haha learn da new version of scissors paper stone!

haha their prank nva gt me!

i was amrt enuFF cus i knw dis guys confirm up to smth!

hehe den i join dem wrent arn playin prank on every1

den der ws dis part all bastard me sia..

all join to tke pic.. den i go join also..

den da photographer(fatin thanks uh!!)

said 1 2 3 .. den all walk off sia.. den i like mcm orang

gila dudok sendiri like!! W T F !!!!!!

okay luckily i nva seriously post like a lunatic..!!

haha..

den bastard our teacher at da count of three

she was abt to snap den we all shout..

QUUEKKK!!

haha lol!

nice 1 guys!

n yeah miss nad..

so many tyms hug her non-stop!!

haha.. n yeah wadz up wif JAZ huh..??

weirdZ!!

aites.. ENJOY DA PICS!!

LOVE U GUYS!!!

STARFISH!!

ADEK & KAKAK

2010-04-05T20:04:00.012+08:00

SUNGEI BULOH..

DA SURVIVORS..

WE R DA SURVIVORS..

aITes.. dis is gonna be a veri fun post!

i'll nva eva forgt dis day..

was super fun n happenin...!!!

okay me..niya..sulas..kampong..

went to sungei buloh..

well we everytym go town n shop arn..

y nt go sumwher diff..

n its "IQ LOW FAMILY SPORTS IN ACTION WEEK"

okay so uh.. went der explore..n walk arn..like hikinG..

while makin our way..dis s2pid 3 dogs were abt to chase us!

we were havin a hrd tym like hw we gonna go pass dem..??

wuah.. seriously evn da prev outing

dog chase us..

"LARI LAH SIAL!!DEKAT BODOH!!"

haha.. i'll nva eva forgt dat!

da s2pid dog was keep barkin @ us..

so scared like its gonna bite us!

so uh sumhw made our way der lurh..

wuahh!! survivors!

makin our way.. heavy rain!!

my god.. me n syam got drenched..

i reali enjoyed gettin wet in da rain..

it was cold.. n i was shiverrin abit..

n it was super damn fun!

WOOTS!!

SHOBANA llike lost weight oni.. hmm..haha!

m super drenched huh..??

n yeah so many igunas' my god made ma bdy

go eeeww!! "vibrate"

k i dunno wadz happenin.. .. .. =="

i sooso wanna grab syam's __________

bangla tired aftr workin.. tkin a nap... hehe..

eeeerrrmmmm.....??!!! =="

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

haha before our entrance to our journey!!!!

okay... i seriously dunno watta wryt.. n i tuk vidoes

along da way ..

cnt reali upload it..!!

fuck lar!

well.. i gotta thank sulas & her mummmy for da food..

n yeah!!

ULU ULU ULU ULU ULULULULULU!!!

WAAAAKAKAKAKAKA!!

DIS IS SUPER FUNNY!!

hahahahahahaha... ululululllulululu!!

onli "WE" knw abt it ryt!

da journey was super fun..

i tuk da bus frm woodlands to jrg..

i flat on da bus..

wow!!

thanks for da adventerous day out guys!!

I LOVE U!!!!

2010-03-29T02:47:00.002+08:00

okay lar 2day dun wanna rott @ home..

so uh collect ma lappy frm sulas..

den go play badminton @ niya's place..

play play play till sweat like pig!

den go explore da park.. nice uh..

den go play bounce bounce bounce..

hehe..climb like monkey!

waakaka..!!k den niya gtg.. so uh.. i go find for pokka

milk tea..

dun hav leh!

i was sper despo like.. arggh...

kay dun haf..send lala home..

den tuk bus blablabla...

went bak home..saw a milk tea bottle on da table..

GRAB..

DRINK..

BURRPP..

haha.. nw bloggin..shopping onlinE n chattin..

okay.. call it a day!!

2010-03-29T01:30:00.006+08:00

okay.. dis is gonna be a long post cus it was a long day!!wakaka!!okay its a iq low sports in action day..so uh.. me n sulas3 planned to go for a run @ hort park..n..syam also to tag along..so uh.. me n sulas3 slept abt 4 in da morn..dun ask me y..hehe..echo....echo.... hello.hello.haha..okay i knw u knw uh sulas..n ermm..suppossed to meet syam @ 8 in da morn @ commonwealth stn..i snoozed ma alarm n went 2 slp..cus sleep damn lateden cnt wake up.. so uh..i woke up suddenly c y da sky soo bright.i gt panicked n syam called me..eh..shobana where r u uh..??den i ask her.."where are u??!!" she said..m @ commonwealth stn..den i like fuckkk!!fuckkk!!i still in bed bodoh!waaaaakakaka..ask her go bak home first once i reachin den txt her..waaakaka..shower blabla..pack ma stuFFs.. den brought brkfast..den met sulas3 @ hort park..den change den walk along da forest.. so pics along der.....

SIALA REALI LUK DA SAME !!!

SWEATIN N SHAG AFTR DA BLOODY DAMN RUN!!!

MA SHOE!!!! I LOVE THOSE SHOES.. IT TORE!! :(

MUMMMYYYYYYYY!!!

haha..funny sia.. syam da face!so uh..tuk a long stairs up..made syam rest der..den me n sulas3 went for a gd run till ma shoe tore!oh yeah we were runnin bak to da hort park service customer..blabladunno wat place cus ma dear gerl sulas left her phone in da toilet!!okay den go collect.. made our journey bak.. singing..dancing..waakaka..ouh yeah along da way we were makin a fool out ourself..haha me da india gerl..sulas da philipines n syam da kampong indon..haha.. memang!!n ermm.. we were amin our way to vivo..den der was dis place filled wif rocks..den all da way we gotta gt dwn da stairs..we were makin so much noise arn da forest..den we heard a dog barkin..like nearin us..towards us.. den ape lagi!!LARII BODOH!!!hahaha..we run like nobodie's business..sulas went all da way to da front..syam pullin me..i almost to fall..den syam left me n run..i cnt run cus ma shoes were like a thin materialda rocks were pokin ma feet like super painful..den i was hypo lagi..den i while runnin ma shoes comin out also!!my god.. in ma mind..i was like.. oh no shit! m so gonna gt bitten frm da dog today..shobana..forgt it!!u gone case today..den i cn hear da dog barkin sound gettin nearer..!!n i was like a idiot shoutin..DEKAT BODOH!! DEKAT BODOH!! DEKAAAAAT!!!!LARI LA SIAL!!!! LARI BODOH!!hahahahahahahahahaha...sulas was like hazmi..hazmi..hazmi.. haha..funny sia..den sulas stp den luk @ da back to c da dog ontop of da hill itz actuali tied!!hahaha!! i was like FUCKK!!! i run like 1 bloody ass hole shit..haha.. n ma bag was super heavy!!n made our way to vivo.. bt non stop tokin abt it uh..nearby mah..so we jus gotta walk along da bridge..along der sum pix....

OKAY..so uh..

went to vivo.. drink bacardi chiLL dwn da water water

sky garden @ vivo..

so uh.. go chill der..

soak our smelly feet under da water..

was like uhhh!!!!

shiok uhh!!!

n yeah cal it a day..bak in da train wif sulas3..she came ma hme..

chill..put pix..send her home.. n i came bak shower n poom! to da bed..!!

tiring!!!!

2010-03-24T20:06:00.002+08:00

KELLAN LUTZ!!!!!!!!

ARRGHH!!

M KRAZY FOR DIS CELEB LIKE.. ARRGGHHH!!!!!

gt to knw dis celeb @ da with love video by hillary duff..

actuali i ald gt to c dat vid long tym bak.. bt yesterday

gt nth to do den research on dis celeb..

ahhhh..

fuckin hansem..

kellan lutz.. lutz!! n nutzz for u!!!

arrghh..

if u guys free juz go c da video with love by hilary duff..

handsome bodoh!!

nw me n nadz online chattin abt lambert n lutz our celeb stars!!

our dream guy!!

arrghh lambert n lutz!!

cn go krazy wuuuu!!

2010-03-23T17:02:00.003+08:00

Hey!! nice colour huh?? juz love da blue!!

well yesterday..(monday) like i said i had enuff

wif rotting @ home.. so uh..

arn da evening went to go n run..

cus i feel dat i gained wadeva weight i lost!

n nt onli dat..

well run like one dog..

aftr run ila called me ..

sayin hey wanna meet..?? we slack uh..

okay den go meet her n go buy sum stuFFs..

den i told her m thirsty! den suddenly vodka

came in ma mind..raNdomly!!!!haha kay den walked

to da drinks section..

den dis blu n red attracted ma eyes n its flavored VODKA!!

k grab dat...

walk under ma blk.. (wuahh brani eh..??kalau bpk aku see hw..??)

arghh!! he was @ home.. n den ...

ApE lagi..?? buka bottle!!
less dan 10 secs gulp half da bottle..
den we exchange..
she tuk blu i tuk red..
wuahh da taste.. seriously
cnt gt such a soft drink like vodka outside!
haha..
da tongue turned red!
n after drinkin... (*BUUUURRRRRRPPPP!!!*)

Z

Which idiots will gt drunk aftr drinkin a lil bit

of vodka..?? well dis idiots "acted" like 1..

haha..

vodka is aint a alcohol for me!!

itz juz a soft drink..

u think i'll gt drunk uh??

hayooooyoo!!

haha..

n yeah left home aftr dat..shower..online..

chattin wif fifi ..

gotta knw dat we r in da same ward n same shift!

wuuhoo!! i cn punch his selenge muka to da assisted bath..

kena stuck @ da jampan!!

waaaaaaaaaakakakakakakakakaaaakaka

haha.. sry fifi!!

ouh yeah!! guys guys guys!! pls pls pls

view nadzira's blog..

it touched ma fuckin hrt!!

it was such a master piece by her..

n so super touching n memorable stuffs dwn der..

n yes! i miss ma JR0901E!!!!!!

"DA BEST CLASS EVER"

"I LOVE U!!!"

WATTA GR8 ROM FUNCTION..WAS NVA LIKE DIS!!!

2010-03-22T01:35:00.004+08:00

WOOTS!! Traditional me!!

cool uh!!

ermm..

is dis shobi..??

i tot shez so like a guy!

haha..

like it or nt..

i love maself in dis pic..

n ma fav color!!

nt turquoise bt ermm..

juz lurve dat colour..

da saree worth to $100+!!

y so ex..??

cos today dis gerl..

shobi..

is a impt guess in da function..

i coloured ma nails blue..

ma saree blue..

ma make up blue..

ma contact lens blue..

everythin blue!!

n i called maself AVATAR!!!

hahahaha..

ma dad was like.. ya u r !!

ma mum helped ma tie da saree..

n she was super astonished!

cus everybdy said i luk super diFF!!

haha so ermm.. DIS IS GONNA BE A BLOODY

DAMN LONG POST..M NT GONNA BORE U!! SO IT GOES LIKE DIS..

juz for ma make up i spent a hr!!

editin .. editin .. editin ..

till ma parents frm da living room..

SHOBII!!! HW LONG MORE!!

keke..it happens..

den attended da function..

n da most impt thing is m suppossed to sing!!!!!

oh no.. like WTF!!

i totally nva prac n i dun reali knw da lyrics..!!

da song is vaarayo vaarayo a tamil love song!

so uh.. a must to say dat da DJ!!!!

OH MY MY MY..

HIS EYES REALI MELT ME!!
haha..sry ravi !

haha..

da dj like fuckin cool!! da way he dress till his tatoos n his eyes...

arggghhh!!

he called me up on stage regardin abt da singin thingy..

we luked @ each other like..

like.. cus hez eyes r super damn big so r mine!

we commented each other like..

ur eyes!!!

haha.. so uh..

yeah we discussed abt da song matter..

we n ma cuz bro singin together..

den we r singing before da bride n groom

were to enter da function hall..

so it goes like dis...

da main door will be closed..for da couples to arrive...

den..

we hav to sing sing.. de during da mid of da song,

we hav to walk to da door n open da door.. de da couples have to

walk in ..

cool huh??!!

so i was super scared like..

m i gonna trip n fall..??

m i gonna forgt my lyrics while m walkin to open da door..??

m i gonna drop da mike..??

or m i juz gonna cock up da whole thing!!

so.. da dj said..

ms.shobana n mr.mages r abt to sing ..

dedicatin da song to da couple..

like bblablabla!!

siala i kena tachycardia like shit!!

ma legs were trembling!!

like wtf!!!

no no no i wanna go bck..

i dun wanna sing..

den da dj was like.. ms.shobana pls..

i was like.. oh noooooooo!!!!

so no choice me n ma bro..

standin der like shacky!!

ok i started of whn da music wnt on..

like vaarayo vaarayo kadhal blablabbla!!

ma sis ma cuzies ma mum cn u imagine..???

shoutin frm da back..

wuuhooo!! shobii!!

i was like.. hey m i in vasantham star..??

hahahaha..

den ma dad frm der whistling!!!

ma uncles all like..i was like!!

sweating n @ da same tym feelin supported by dem..

okay so uh..

singing den in da middle opened da door..

every1 was surprised cus no1 expected dat we r

walkin to da door to open it n make dem walk in..

u knw..??dat kinda thinkin..it was cool!!

like all eyes on us like y r we walkin towards da door

whn we r suppossed to stand @ da stage n sing..??

haha..

n yeah aftr singing

ma cuzies ma sis ma mum..n ma dad!! stood n applauded

n whistle n shoutin..

i din expect dat @ all !!

i was soooo shocked..

haha..!!

went bak to ma table n sat dwn..

haha..

i was dumb founded!!

Hey!! well datz me n ma sis!!

we dun luk alike bt...

i think i prettier..!!

haha no lar..

ermm.. idk!!

aftr da singing crap n all..

go whack food..

n ma eyes on da dj..

idk y..

bt me n ma sis were thinkin n lukin @ da dj

cus he luks bloody damn familiar!!

we were crackin our head like..ARGHH!!

i dunnno where i saw him!!

haha..

n in ma mind dat song again..

cum mr.dj song pon de replay..

hey mr.dj wont u turn da music up..??

haha!

and during da function had a

game like dat like entertainment!

me..ma sis n ma dad all kena!

me! i volunteered!!

bt befr dat da dj ald came up to me to saboh me!!

like he gives us a situation n we gotta act it out..

n u knw wad i gotta do..??

m da suppossed to make sound in da nite...

for an example..

if he says it was a rainny nite,

i gotta make sound in da mike like raining wif da storm n

all!!he soboh me!!

n he was laughing @ me!!

haha.. was super fun!

our team name was man.u!!

haha..

n da other grp is LIVERFOOL!!

ouh!sry!liverpool!

keke..

n ofcos! man.u our grp won..wif ma sis n ma n ma sound reaction..

n another uncle acted well!!

haha..

hmm aftr dat dance floor!!

m3! ma sis.. ma bro in law..

all ma cuzies..

ofcos ma cuz sis (da bride) her husband to be..

ma unties uncles all in da dnce floor like all dancing

\like kena drunk! ouh yeah tokin abt drunk.

dey had dis yam seng session..

like dey gotta shout yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamm..

seeeng!! den we all drink da champagne..

woots!!

all cheers cheers cheers..

ma glass hittin everyone's!!

n da champagne was like marvelous!!

i wntd more bt ma dad stared@ me! haha..

like damn fun ah..

we all went to da stage n shoutin yaaaaaaam seng..!!

haha..

n yeah abt da dance floor..

da dj played all da best tamil hit songs..makin us move..

i was dancing n moving arn wif ma saree..!!

it was super heavy!!

i threw ma heels awy n dancin ina bare foot!!

haha i was super hhyper.. all were dancin wif their couples..

i went in da middle n dance wif da guys..

ma bros lar!!

haha dey were like dancin m burnin da flooor like..!!

wuhoo!!

i cn reali feel da heat!!

i dance dance dance till i sweat like pig..

i din care whether ma hair was messy or ma make up

was fadin..

bt enjoy da song n da dance !

da dj was lukin bt i din give a damn..

he was laughin by da way i cuttin thru da couple n dancing

wif their pair!

haha..

i was like super hyper!!

haha..den da smoke came into da dance floor..

wooots!!

i cudnt anymo n went to drink n chiLL..

haha..

relai shobi had a whole load of tym der like a bloody damn menarep!

dancing like one anjadi idiot..

i was super typical..

i din care i was traditional!!

hahahaha..

nw thinkin abt it is like..

was i..?? did i..??

haha.. n yeah headed back home..

sayin da dj thanks for everythin..

shake hands n chow!

wuuhoo!!

da rom was fuckin cool!!!!!!!!!!!

i reali ENJOYED LIKE NOBODIES BUSINESS!!!!

LOVE MA SIS!!

2010-03-19T15:46:00.003+08:00

aItes itz mickey n checky day out!

went for a interview..

like W T F uh!

i dun evn understand his fuckin english..

me n sulas3 was like.. =="

haha.. den we said oh okay.. nt ineterested n walked off!

lol.

k ermm.. go hav lunch..

met zack n hia frens.. smoke..

aftr which juz both of us..

checky n mickey..

walkin arn da whole orchard..

wuah..fun!

like with da chillin weather & da atmosphere..

and ofcos wif da milk tea!

woots!

wennt to dis shopping mall..

like where all da richies will go!

den dis shop where dey sell all

da beautiful grand n ex. gowns n dressess..

den saw dis turquoise dress like wtf!!

super gorgeous! n on our ryt

gt da same design bt in red!!

u guys knw sulas3 is mad upon red!

da dress was like omg!!

wif da bright red!!

like wuuahh..

n guess hw much..??

nearly $400!!

okay mayb gonna or wud be buyin somethin frm der for grad nyt..

cos i dun care m gonna shine on grad nyt!

ehmm ehhmm..okay lurh!

paiseh!

i knw still gt long way to go!

hvn evn learn CPR!

haha!

okay den ermm..

walk walk walk..

tuk train..

here cumes a funny issue..

3 mly guys in da train..

we were sittin oppo dem..

so uh..

me as usual juz lukin arn.. n..

sulas3 was like.. hey shobi did u notice smth awkward..??

i was like uh..??wad..??

she tuk her hp typed out dat da mly guy's jeans gt

HOLE IN DA MIDDLE!

hahahahaha..

b4 she cud type i noticed..

haha..i burst!

n sulas3 also both of us in da train

cudn ctrl our laughter n i was coverin ma mouth..

sulastri coverin her whole face cus it was super red!

serisouly terribly damn red!

haha..

den dey knw we were laughin abt his torn jeans..

haha.. den his fren said..oi sit properly..

so dey tok in mly..

i dun reali gt a clear idea bt den dey tot sulas3

dun understand mly cus she dosen reali luk like a mly!

so uh..

da guy wif da torn jeans said..

i feel smth awkward like somethin cool..

den gotta knw ma jeans in da middle gt hole!

haha i was thinkin u knw it n u stil wear..?

n somemore n sit ina way dat cn be seen!

haha..

both of us had a hard tym..

n dey traser keep sayin dat sulas3 tul pic usin her hp..

bt she wasnt! she was typin a msg!

siala..orng gila seh!

haha..

bt funny lurh..

dat guy kena paiseh!

lol k..

n ermm..

yeah datz abt it n call it a day!

we went bck..

n somethings did hpn after dat.. in ma mind itz like..

Shud i go or sty der n wait for u..??

if sum1 is waitin for me..shall i respond to dat person..??

Is it wrong whn i stop u frm doin smth dat i dun like..??

will u tke it wrong n gt da wrong idea if m advisin u frm things..??

y dun u just tok it out to me..??

or for once n for all cn i juz brk things n cut it short

n juz say dat u r wrong n u r bling folded..?!

M nt dat kinda gerl who makes a person comin aftr me n beggin for smth...

m nt dat cheap n heartless!!

2010-03-18T03:21:00.006+08:00

Okay! i had enff wif rottin @ home..

so uh..

woke up arn 1plus..

did wadeva a human do..

show to yishun..

i was wearin dis green wif white jacky

n a black skinny..

every1 was sweatin xcept me..

bt m wearin a bloody damn

jacket!

every1 starin @ me like as

though m craky..

like duh!

m nt sweatin!!

haha idk y!!

aitez den errmm..

went ova to ma sis place..

woots!

yishun so so soo

many ilanz!

okay,..shut up shobi!!

kay went der..

chiLL..

like i said i love her home..!!

below her blk gt ma bro in law

bike.. itz like fuckin big..

like W T F!!

so i was so excited..!!

i sat on it.. n damn!!

super heavy like like..

i dunno wat..!!

i had a hard tym

balancin!

my god!

idk hw ma bro handles it!

n i was almost to fall..

n ma sis was like.. OI!

faster gt off..

or else da bike will gt

on top of u!

haha..

bt seriously...

ma bro is ma inspiratn to be a rider..

well dis is no joke..

whn da first i saw him wif bike..

i was @ da age of 13!

i was like.. OH MY F***IN ASS-HOLE SHIT!

itz like damn style..

first is da way u sit on it..

second..its da way u hold n handle n balance

da bike..

thirdly itz da luk of it..

like wooow!!

actuali ma parents..sis..n ma bf

TUTALLY dun allow me to tke bike..

bt da thing is..

aftr tday..

ma plans is..

shhhh!!!...

i wanna tke a secret bike license..

nt gonna let any1 knw..

cus me n ila ald had dat plan loooooong..

long long tym bck..

so c hw it goes nt nw..

bt aftr i grad..or sooner..??

shh...

haha..

kay ermm..

aftr da bike thingy..

sit dwn watch movie..drink..smoke..chiLL..

like wuahhhh...

HEAVEN MAN HEAVEN!!!

aftr which daddy came home..

fetch me bck home..

heng uh!

tdy nva tke bus..

if i were to walk thru dat place again..

da lorry guys disturb me uh!

and choi uh c ma ex again..!!

no way!

n nw bloggin ..

tom mayb out wif sulas3!

m gonna go work!(ermm..probably!)

haiz.. okay..gonna ZzZzZ!!

kay i knw datz krazy..

bt cute!

2010-03-17T02:13:00.004+08:00

Wuah!! thanks ah sulas3!!

gr8 pic..

bt if u hav to have a gd n clear luk,

ma hair is contaminatin da mee goreng!

lol..!!

hahaha..

nw i knw wad u mean by da mee goreng!

thanks ah!!

haha..

i had a gr8 laughter..

nw i knw y u were laughing!

okay thanks for it anyway..

dun think i gotta create a fb acc!!

wakakaka!!

aitez..

Love ma blog song!

yEAH.. N I LOVE MA SEX!!!

okay chill.. itz da title of da song..

idk y..

bt..

addicted to dis song whn

i was @ da age of 17...

kinda old song bt..

der's somethin..

idk y..

maybe itz da trance groove!!

gettin drunk n dance..

n yeah..ermm..

watta say more..??

ermm..

sunday went to c ma bf..

like ermm..

had lunch..

nt mee goreng !!

n did a small simple dressing for him ..

his hand badli injured!

cus dunno y he punch a

car's windscreen in anger..

haiz..

dunno y most of da guys lidat..

punch smth else..

or..

dun hurt urself!

n ermm..

monday....rot @ home..

tuesday..rot @ home..

tommoro!...

no way!

m out of ma hse..

i had enuff of rottin..

dun wanna gt sofa sore!!

aitez its reachin 3 in da mornin nw..

m gonna play sum ghost

horro games online..

m nt sleeeepy!

bt..

i miss him.. =(

2010-03-15T02:18:00.000+08:00

Sorry if ma blog is ina mess.. cos under construction due to da new skin..
more updates comin soon... ... ..

2010-03-14T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hey..... m postin frm lst day of skool!

raimee wriTTinG a apology letter.. for playin poker cards..

haha.. zul saboh him ask him ryt letter or else he will kena

debarrment or lidat.. i burst like hahahahaha!!

den he quickly ryt ryt.. haha..

muka tk perlu seh!!

Ookay last day of school.. so uh..

yeah thanks for aan takin da pics for me in ma phone..

haha..

n..

gotta knw ma cp blabla..

think i ald mention dat in ma last post..

nw i miss ma JR0901E!!!!!

all da noises! I LOVE YOU!! ...

squeezin nad's tehtek!

lol..

haha..

keke..

n also...

singin!!

after which uh..

nth much to say ald..

lets yack about BBQ !!

Aitez.. attitude ft. Ma prince charminG.. okay!

such a fun day sial!

on friday.. ma bf is nt suppossed to come ..

bt den.. @ last min he say he cmin..

i jealous @ first dat all wif their boiifren..

dn i like.. wtf! =="

den he called sayin hez comin..

n yeah..

he did!

wif his fren..

so was entertainin dem..

intro ma bf to ma frends..

n helpin out wif da bbq stuFFs.. blowing da fire..

bt sum chicken all kena chowtah!!

lol.. k den..

ermm.. me n lavannya were like havin a hard tym der..

she was da so called cooker.. reali havin @ hard tym.. n kampong sittin dwn der doin nth bt fanning herself instead of fanning da burning charcoal!

wtf!!!!!!

haha.. kay aftr everythin all started to chow..

and some bittery stuFFs were happenin..

bt nva da less i was keep smilin ..

n fakin ..

aftr dat.. went bk home in da cab wif ma boifren.. sent him to camp

aftr dat send me bck home..

reached hme close to 12..

my god!!

den dozed oFF..

mornin wake up arn 7..

went to ma sis place..

sleeeeeeepyyyyyyyyy......

attended rom.. ina restaurant ..

wuah.... damn nice place!!!

me n ma ss whack da food like nva eat for 2 days!

haha.. first round rice.. den.. other rounds for

chocolates..

cakes..

meats..

ice-cream..

n finally!!

ALCOHOL!!!!!!!!

haha... i seriously dunno wad da hell she mixed with bt

i gt drunk juz like dat!

seriously i din knw wad happened after dat..

n another thing..

i dun evn knw dat i reached home till i wke up to c maself in bed sleeping!

i was like WTF!!!

fuck fuck fuck!!

i tot ma dad knew i was drunk!

bt den i called ma sis on da spot n asked wad hapnd!

she was like.. ouh!

shobi!

u gt drunk..

whn dad asked wad we were drinkin i sumhw

said somethin..

lol..

den she said ma walkin was kinda funny..

bt i did rmb sum things..

like gettin into ma dad's car..

den ermmm..

idk!!!

bt i had a whole load of tym der sia!!

haha..

nw ma head pain like..

some1 sqeezin wif pressure!!

my god!!

shit!

i gonna go bk to sleep..

thanks for ma bf for da wake up call..

haha..

he was like.. y u sound drunk..??

luckily he nva shout @ me for drinkin!

PHEW!

okay den.. nw gonna go bk to ma bed..

so yeah..

bubyeZ!!

i miss ma son.. shovin n ma baby ravi!

Ouh yeah! btw..
ma nephew..
cute eh..??

2010-03-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

*YAWNSZZ!!!*Well today was such a tiring day!damn!!i was sittin da hairdressin shop for 6 hrs!!cn u imagine..??bt luckily der was a big mirrorinfrnt of me..was starin @ ma beautiful face all day long!lol..okay..stp it shobi!so ermm..yeah i did re-bondin..wuuhoo!!old shobi is back!i gt back ma luks!bye bye lion curly hair!keke!tdy cnt tahan ma hair sia..b4 i gt ma hair done,i had a hard tym combin it..wadeva cream n shit i put ma hair still blugging out like a lion..sucks!! da curl sucks!!ma natural hair sucks!!aitez i pitty da hair dressin aunt..i told her..misty u mc tom uh!haha..she was small size n handlin ma hair..like oh my god!she said ur hair veri veri veri long!!n thick..it'll tke veri long.so i told her..aunty.. go gt ur lunch first..ltr half way u pengsan i dunno!cus i reali totally hvn learnhw to do CPR!she laughed out..haha..and yeah..aftr everythin i left da shop @ 8!my god..!!!n nearby ma sis hse ..went to her hse..whack dinner..cus whole day nva eat anythin..bt ma soya milk! yummz!okay..din spent much tym dercos..it was gettin late..n ma dad was like..WHERE ARE YOU!!haha..okay den a funny incidenti'll nva forgt!!i was walkin ma way to da bus-stop..like i told in ma earlier post,da deserted bus stop..quiet pathways ryt der..so i was smokin n singing makin ma way..den a bunch of ilans!!i was like oh no!! shobi!!ilans!!alert ! alert !so i stopped singing..as i'll nva forgt da prev incident..dey parked their lorry..opened da doors stanndin outside n tokin..so der's no lights along da pathway wat..bt i was wearin a bright turquoise dress..so cn notice me!n i was walkin lookin dwn..dey were tokin loudly..whn dey saw me they quiet..den lukin @ me..i was like FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!MAMPOS SHOBI MAMPOS!!Keke..so dey were standin @ da ryt side of da lorry..i dun wanna walk near dem so i walked on da other side..on da left..den a guy came straight ahead of me..i gt scared n i stoped n tuk a step back..he made me chock on ma ciggie!n i started to cough..he was like.. ouh sry gal.. sry.i juz shake ma head n walk ...den another guy @ da other side.. say in tamil..hey alamak u ah..no patiency uh!!i told u dat dat gerl comin we cn c frm dis side..y u so kanchong!! c she gt scared! u wan u go ask her nw..i nva turn back.. i walk n laughing out loud wifma mouth closed..haha..i cnt tahan sia!!i was like..hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaa...i nearly burst bt i was tellin maself..shut up shobi!shut uppppp!!den dey all laugh..den sweet @ me..and another guy..wuahh her hair..!!i laugh n walked to da bus stop..n dey horn horn..*beep beep* still i nva turn..aku malas nk layan!kalau attitude sgl she mingles!bt m att..so y wanna gatal arn..??m nt dat typical!hehe..sincere pe!yeah n aftr dat.. dey drove of their lorry..purposely pass by my bus stop..horn @ me again n said..bye gerl!! i was like.. uh..??blur!!den aftr dey left i burst!!esp whn dat guy said..hey y u cnt wait for da gerl to cum uh!!hahahahahahahaha!!!funny seh!aftr which another thing!!!i tuk a bus gt dwn @ yishun int..saw ma ex!!oh fish!!i was like shobi!!oh no!! sway sial!actuali i ald knw der was a indian guy in da int..bt i ignore..he saw me he stared @ me..like nt ina prob findin way..bt like..oh no!! shez here aftr veri long..n guess was i did..??i luked @ him wif ma eye brow raised gave him a sacarstic smile like..hey bastard! itz u!i bumped into u!haha..walk oFF lah..malas nk layan again!aftr dat... ... ... ...tuk train blablabla..bangala lukin @ me blablabla..as usual!smelly axilla!lol!walked bk home frm pioneer stn..nice sia..veri quiet n chillin...reached home..n ma mum like.. oh no..shobi..u luk better.. i was like..haha thanks!!nw bloggin..tom headin for bbq party!dunno whether ravi is comin..haiz..hez nt well..get well soon ma baby..ur beloved nurse will inject u wif love n care..u'll be fine!mummy loves daddy!!okay den..call it a day..chowZ!
*HiS SmiLe & TaTToOs SuMTHinG I Cn NvA 4Gt*

2010-03-11T01:58:00.000+08:00

Hey! m bak!
aitez no emoin..
nw in ma mind again..
come mr.dj song pon de replay..
come mr.dj wont u turn da music up..??
haha..
randomly da song alwayz comin in ma mind..
dunno y!
and yeah..
aftr all dat pissed oFF mood..
i did stupid thing like i expected!
sumthin dat reali made me forgt
everythin.. nw m fine..
arrghhh.. better..
no m nt gonna tell wad i did..
nt sumthin emo..
obviously nt cryin undr a blanket..
or......
blastin a emo love song..
haha..
no way!
so yeah..
nw m feelin much better,,
tom gonna spent most of ma day
in da hair dressing shop!
gonna re do ma hair..
probably..
perm n straight..
or juz straighten ma roots..
like damn ma hair is ina mess..
thanks to ma dad for da $$$ choo chweet!
keke..
ma bf's gonna ask me wadz wrong wif ur hair whn i c him tom!
lol..
suspense..
he dosen knw!
bt..bt...bt..!!
no way m gonna cut da length..
curretli ma hair.. touchin ma ass ald!!
ma sis was like.. no plans of cuttin..??
i was like..
uh...ermm... must i cut...??*shrugs*
haha..
weirds!
aitez.. morning gotta chow to yishun..
big day tom...
have a gr8 weekends ahead guys!
nw no nid to set a alarm n wake up in da morning..
snoozin da alrm! (ermm.. datz for me!)
keke..
n catch da train..runnin wild for da bus!
itz nw sleepin week..clubbin week..enjoyin ur ass out week!
so wad is attitude gonna do..??
well m gonna let ma hair dwn
walk ina heeled shoes dwn da town..
blow off wadeva frustrations;
n juz "CHILL" yeah dat was wat i wantd
all dis 3 months!!
bye bye school n uniform for da nxt few weeks!
so yeah..
nw da tym..*lookin @ da clock*
oh fish!
0209am!!!
i din notice..
aitez gonna puFF n doze off...
chowz..
and yeah!!

aTTiTuDe LoVeS HiS TaTTOoS!!
&
HeR SoN ShOViN~

2010-03-10T18:08:00.000+08:00

Lookin diFF??

dis pic was taken whn i was @ da age of 14! nw m turnin 19!

damn miss ma old self n innocence!

juz read ma fren's bloG.. almost most of dem..

all sound emo..

nt reali emo bt..

realised dat thingz r botherin dem..

cus everyday i c dem happy..crappin arn..

bt din knw der is so much bhind dem!

haizz..

so ma life..?? tdy march 10! ma baby boii ravi's birthday! m suppossed to be out spendin a couple of days out wif him..

& nt returnin homE!

bt errmm..

somethingz went wrong..

i dun wanna mention..

bt serisouly i feel damn sad n dwn..

sumtyms i juz feel like......

y? y? y? y must it.....

ahhh.. fuck..

leave it lurh..

ltr ma mind will run..

i'll strt doin s2pid thingsz..

n der's no1 home..

haiZ... luk! m nt emoin..

m i..??

IDK!!

I DUNNO!!!! I DUNNO!!!!!!

M GOIN MAD..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Y cnt i juz go into a deep sleep....???

2010-03-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

Before i wud start to yack.. i wanna wish

ma baby boi happy advanced birthday wish!

march 10..!!

well ryt nw hez in da tattoo shop.. dunno wad tattoo

hez doin.. hmm.. cool uh!

hw i wish i had 1 too.. oopsy!

hope he dosen read dis..

so yeah..

ma bf is veri unique..

he hates any1 who wishes him happy birthday..

cutting cake for him or buyin anythin for him..

wierdz!

no comments..

haha..

datz y i wrote it here.. cus considered i verbally nva tell wat!

keke..

aitez.. monday was such a "so nt me" day.. aftr exam headed to yishun..

go 2 ma sis hse..

arrghhh..

her home is like..

wuahh.. shiok uh.. cn relax n chiLL der!

so went der to go to a shop n sow a dress for ma sat function..

kay its uniqy!

m sick n tired of wearin a typical indian traditional

clothes all da tym!

so i went gave da lady a maroon saree..

sow into a dress..

itz like.. wif a chinese high neck collor..

den in btwn a low cut neck.. n three quater long sleeve..

up to ma knee level..

its veri unique..

dosen luk dat indiany!!

eww! pic will be comin up soon..

so aftr which headed bak to her home.....

smoke.. help ma sis cook n clean..

haha.. bt fun! den ma sis fren came over..

aftr veri long saw her was like..

hey!!

omg! i miss u..

she was like.. my god!

u lost so much of weight..

i was like uh...yeah!

n ur hair! oh no..

nva c her for abt 5 yrs!

datz y! yackin n gossipin..

fun!

haha..

and yeah.. ma bro in law came bck..

den relax chow arn 9 plus..

my bro in law was like.. hey shobi!

let me send u!

itz late.. u gotta tke train n bus all..

dun go i'll send u..

den he was abt to gt readi..

bt too bad no extra helmet!

haha..

if onli ma brO in law was a punjabi, wearin turban i cud hav worn dat helmet!

lol..

TURBAN COLOUR APA??!! TURBAN COLOUR APA!!??

Oopsy!

and ma sis stays ina new apartment..

whereas not much ppl has moved in dat entire blk yet..

da place veri dark n quiet...

so shobi walked her way ina deserted dark place..smokin..

ahh.. loved it!

n cold!!

so sittin in da bus stop..

singin da pon de replay song by rihanna..

u gotta listen dat song.. itz old song bt damn nice!

so as i was singin in da bus stop like dis..

come mr.dj song pon de replay..

Come mr.dj wont u turn da music up..??

n den da part..

run , run run run everybody move run..

haha nice sia dat part..

reali enjoy da song n sing sia..

i was singin ina intention like no1 is arn..

n den whn i turned to ma side der was dis ilan!!

oh nononooonoononoooo!!!!!!!!

hahahaha..

he was lookin @ me n smilin..

he was like.. nice song! n nice voice..

i was like..

uh.. uh... *swallowed ma saliva*

thanks..

bt dat guy was veri fair..

wearin a man.u jersey!! !!!! !!!!!

HEY BITCH! M A DIE HARD FAN OF MAN.U!

LIKE IT OR NOT UR FUCKIN PROBLEM!

n yeah.. i jus shake ma head..shut ma mouth n starin into empty space..

we tuk da same bus we was sittin ryt @ behind me..

ma mouth was still mutterin wif dat song..

cus i was addicted to dat song..

bt nva sing loud..

if nt he think i siow!

haha..

n yeah aftr which tuk train..

ma bf caLLeD.. askin..

where are you!

yack n yack..

hung up.. in da train.. saw ma cuz bro..

tok to him.. hez gave me a weird luk.. i was like.. hmmm..

y he lukin @ me lidat..??

i hate ppl who stare ryt into ma eyes whn i tok!!

i dunno y.. hez doin it!!

arrrghh!

b4 he gt dwn frm train he asked me..

hey.. shobi..

ur eyes r veri nice..!!

random!

haha.. i gave a him a luk like...

"huh!!?? random!"

headed home.. k.o.!

tdy go school saw da bio paper i gt sososoo happy!!

cus watever i studied came out.. esp reflax action.. wuahh..

cn pass for sure atleast a B!!

no more C!! yeah! in da lifT dat bitch's fren askin me wat is it in ma neck?? i said love bites!

n dat bitch starin @ me.. like..

watever..

n i stared @ her bck like..

DUHH!! ITZ MA LIFE BITCH! BITCH BITCH BITCH!!!

dun luk @ me like as though ur bf gave mE a love bite!

stop starin @ me.. cus ur stare dosen giv ma a impression dat u r starin @ me! It makes me think like u r jealous.. black shit!

u r juz like a malena shit!!

constipated shit!

black shit!

grrrrr... she pissed me oFF!! bitch..

hate her eva since i was in sec school..

step besar! nk cari pasal dngn attitude..??

watch ur steps yeah!

cus u will regret !

n yeah.. * deep breath*

gt to knw cp postin.. ma teacher like goin lau pasat..

ermm.. correct spellin huh???

keke..

aitez.. sittin dwn cRappin as usual..

luckily nva kena a ejau..(green) colous pants teacher..

siala da face..

i tot itz a guy sia!

suddenly saw she gt adipose tissue ova her thoracic cavity..

so yeah... shez a female!

haha.. hmmm.. okay den.. nth much..

yacked like a fool!

misss ma bf n ma son ShOViN!

2010-03-07T12:37:00.000+08:00

Aitez.. watta say..??

itz hard workin tym for ma exams!

all these days aftr school go c ma bf..

after cum bak home sleep all da way till morning..

wake up go school.. if lessson tooo dry sleep @ da back of da class..

end of da lesson ma paper scribbeled wif nonsense cus i was sleepin n writting @ da same tym.. haiz!! i dunno hw i became like dis..!!

maybe juz slackin cus i knw m graduatin soon n nt workin hard..

aitez for nw.. managed to catch up wif da nervous system..

esp da dura mater pia mater blabla mater.. (mak aku keras!)

lol... okay! den errmm..

friday.. went to c ma bf..

came below ma blk.. slackin smokin n tokin sum interestin stuffs..

went bak late! sat also met him came ova to ma hse..

haha.. eh! no bad thinkin huh!!

juz watchin movie..playin arn like kids!

haha.. left ma hse ina da afternoon.. den arn da late evening went to have dinner wif ma parents @ thai express restaurant!

wuuuhoo!!

O O O ... TO EAT N TASTE DA SWEET SOUR FISH WAS SUCH A HEAVEN..

haha.. shopping arn.. den was late @ nyt.. headed home.. n study till da morning 4! haha.. shobana..?? study till 4..??

hmmm.. haha.. and yeah gt a wake up call frm ma bf..

suppossed to meet c him todae bt.. i wont be able to c him due to certain circumstances!

n i gotta study.. hez bz wif camp aso...

missssssin himmm... haizzz...

and nw.. gotta do sum stuffs n blajar! stiLL gotta cover da stupis pharmacology.. haiz.. okay den all da best for ur exams..!!

dun copy k!

haha.. lets all go over to 2.2 together n nt leavin any1 behind like 1.1 & 1.2 .. c ya on monday!! tc!

2010-02-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

LoL! FUNNY pic! aites.. wat i gotta say is..

dis two gerls.. from left. ash n beside her is naz..

haha da "INGAPARU" gerls..after sch wif dem

everyday is such a funny day! esp. wif da cafe1

guys arn!

lol.. da guys in our school damn funny

n ofcos der is one smelly guy irritatin!

couple of guys hav an eye on naz.. cos shez hot!

haha.. on friday a unforgettable incident hapnd!

dey tuk our train n cn u imagine dat da whole cabin

was filled wif those indians guys?

dey were singing n tokin to us..

n da worst thing is, dey stink!

stink of ciggies n body odour!my god..

almost to puek!bt dey ask me..

hey sister! u fierce uh ?

pierce eye brow alll uh!

wont tok is it?? haha.. den i was laughin all da

way as dey were makin a fool out of demself n

ofcos disturbin me n ma frens.. actualli

dey were nt reali dat irritaing bt kinda fun.. haha..

wonder wad will hpn tom!evn if we were

to c dem by mistake i hope dey wont tke da same train as us!

so yeah.. nth much ..

tom got school.. another less 2 weeks to go school..

aftr which relaxxxxxxx.... gt readi for attachs..!!

aitez we cn do it!!

bt b4 dat!

exam muz muz do well!!

i pray dat i wont fall asleep in exam again!

aitez.. GtG! ChoW!

2010-02-26T19:35:00.000+08:00

AWWWWW!!!I LOVE DIS PIC RYT HERE!

N I MISS HIM I MISS HIM I MISS HIM I MISS HIM...TERRIBLY .. HORRIBLY N SERIOUSLY!!!

aites tuK dis pic while havin our own tym..

itz a single pic bt speakiN a thousandS of words!

haizz.. things r goin kinda fine..

well, itz juz dat m bz wif school n hez bz wif camp!

tom will b meeting him! yeah!!

haha.. excited sia!

finally m gonna be back to his arms

and feel his love .. haiz..

makin myself yearn nw!

Hansem pe? haha.. no staring okay!

onli lukin!

aitez his birthday is comin soooooon! on march 10!

haha.. i cnt wait to c wadz gonna hpn..

bt for sure i wont be returning home for A COUPLE of days..

m gonna stay out wif him all da way

spent da day n night wif him 24/7! like i yearned n wanted..

so yeah gonna be loads of preparations so on n so forth.. so yeah.. nth much to say.. lastly another impt thing..

I LOVE HIS TATOOS'!

2010-02-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

Aitezz..

today was a short n fun day!

so went to sch as normal..

slept during da pra n theory lesson!

haiz..

nowadays dunno howtta ctrl dat !

aftr school went bak wif icha n nisa ... dey were headin sumwher n i was otw bak home..

so went bak shower change went to meet ila n her bf.. ma bf suppossed to cum bt he said sum stuFFs to do in camp.. so yeah..

went to fetch her frm redhill.. slaaaack... den went to jp to buy sum eye brow lip studs n stuFFs.. den der was one hansum ilan asked ilan number..

bt she rejected.. cus shez att ! haha..

funny sia..

den errm.. her bf came dwn.. ok once hez der i will laugh like went mad!

hez super funny.. once he open his

mouth i cn burst out! so whnever i smoke he made me suffocate wif da air n smoke soooo many tyms..

luckily nva kena cyanosis !

keke..

den ma bf called screwed me up cos i told him will b bak home by 8! den da tym was 8 plus..

da reason y i nva go bk was cus it was raining heavily i cnt walk i will gt

drenched like mad! n another thing ila's bf is super entertaining! haha..

thinkin bout wadeva happened makes me laugh till nw..

loads to mention.. haha..

aftr which ma bf still hvn call.. hez mad @ me!

haiz..

so yeah i miss ma attai!

i called her n was tokin normally.. she was like we muz go out one day!

i was like ouh yeah! keep it btwn us aite? dun let him knw.. (ma bf)

haha.. she was laughing n we were havin a gr8 conversatn ova da phone like we r veri close frens :)

so if we go out ppl will confirm acknowledge us as either frends o sistaz! haha..

i cnt wait for dat day !

shez a shopaholic.. so m i..?? we r gonna shop will derz no other shopz to go !

hehe..

so yeah.. nw m home bloggin.. waitin for him to call..

kena marah sial!

haizz..

aitez peepz.. gotta go..

bubyez! :)

2010-02-18T21:16:00.000+08:00

B4 i wanna wryt anythin, i wanna have a gr8 big huge laughter..

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! LoL!LoL!LoL!

aitez datz nt enuff bt yeah i gotta share wif ya sum stuFFs..

ma attitude n life is like a roller coaster ride..

if shoots up n dwn suddenli w/o any warning!

n it affects many n ofcos loads of situations..

Sum peepz out der still tryina do funny stuffs..

makin ma name smell bad..

like as though i care..

i alwayz say diz to maself..

m nt guilty nt guilty nt guilty..

haha.. hw many tyms i gotta repeat this .. ??

till u gt deaf?

well yeah.. da more u piss me oFF..da more m gonna sit back relax n smile all da way .. cus i knw @ da end of da day, u urself wud knw dat

no matter hw much u yack, itz aint gonna bring me dwn baby..

N I LOVE THIS LYRICS..

u cn say watcha want cus ma skin is reali thick!

yeah it is! haha.. speakin of which da more u tok da less i cn say..

m juz gonna smile all da way.. cus all dis while i went krazy n hve evn blown out in frustration .. so i had enuFF.. m nt begging for mercy..

i juz wanna simply tell ya dat der is nth cn be done for u to catch me or ruin ma life.. n nw ma life consists of nt onli me bt ma bf.. he means da world to me.. :)

i love him :)

and yeah today @ sch.. had a re-test prac of iv.. sux to da core lar..

kena fuck frm teacher..

haha cus i blur like sotong.. eh! evn worst dan dat uh!

haha..

n surprisingly sulastri was givin me ans @ ma teacher's back..

i din xpect.. i tot she wont bother.. haha..

if u r readin dis.. thanks yeah! :)

n ofcos nad too.. both da face super funny.. da mouth opened big big.. haha.. anyways all da veri best for da re test uh.. DOCUMENTATION SUCKS LAR!

haha.. aitez nth much to say.. i hope dis will be da last post for me tellin dat particular person bitch arn ma bck..

u knw who u r..

those who dun relate to dis dun traser.. lol.. aitez.. gtg..

and yeah.. hw cn i eva forgt dis..???

I LOVE HIS TATOOS'!

2010-02-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

Nice pic yeah?? yeah!! i love it! clearer view under ma blog profile..

juz a random shot.. haha.. aitez s for todae..

ermm.. went to temple for sum prayers..

ma cus sis ROM comin up so..

she needed me to help to sing for her a love song wif her bro..

i was like uh..........

haha.. i stunned.. cus da last function i sang for was like ....

4 months bak?

so bz wif sch n bf where gt tym to prac singing?

okay! i love singing n perfoming shall

gt bak da touch n fun of it again..

so da song is vaarayo vaarayo..

i knw!!

itz a happenin song..

ermm itz a tamil song :)

so vid will be uploadin upon ma performance..

i knw i wont ruin it..

haha..

confident yeah!

so uh.. ryt nw geetin da lyrics n gettin familiar wif da song..

so on her ROM m planning to wear a silk or sequinned saree.. n guess da color??

EMERALD!!!!

haha i dun care..

m gonna go up n dwn all shops juz to gt da color i want..

cus m gonna shine man m gonna shine!

hair do... gonna perm.. loads n loads of plans..

so pitty a bf.. he's gonna follow me..

haha..

well GtG..meetin him early in da MoRNiNG.. gotta doze off..

nitez n byez..

2010-02-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

Aitez i miss him ryt nw..

haiz..

yesterday kena scoldin frm him like nobodie's business!

m god...

m sorry dear..

itz ma fault..

haiz.. i feel super stupid for sayin such things..

eventhough i din sound like m cryin ova da phone,

he found out n knew i was cryin!

cus i nva kena marah frm any1 like dat b4..

and another thing is he alwayz says i will leave him for sure..

haiz.. its hurting.. try walkin in ma shoe awhile..

u love dis person so much like u cn do anythin for dem..

bt sumtyms dey say..

i knw dat u'll leave me for sure..

regardless tellin dem dat u wont..

its hurting .. well dis is wad i feel..

i love him till i cn go krazy..

m serious..

and yeah speakin of which..

he told me cool dwn n will call me inawhile..

cus he dun like to hear me cry or sad..

cus everytym m like playin arn..noisy..

haha..

den he called bak..

sayin.. i nid u to cum dwn nw..

i was like.. uh! 1o plus in da night!

u gotta be kiddin !

he said i dun care!

i was like uh.. okay..

he's comin ryt frm him camp..

i was thinkin.. hw da hell cn he come out sia?

so i badli wantd to c him too..

told a fat lie to ma mum..she was like uh.. ok ok

be fast ..

phew!

den whn da lift door opened to da first floor..

he was standin ryt infront of ma eyes..

on dat point of tym ma hrt skipped a beat..

i dunno howtta express dat feeling bt felt

so like sayin sorry for being stupid hugging him..

den we walked dwn .. ma eyes were swollen n red.. he touched ma eyes n luked ryt into ma eyes n said..

m sorry.. i shudn hav scolded u ..

baby sorry k?

baby will nva do dis again..

i felt so like awwwwww....

n i said .. no itz ma fault m sorry.. m so sorry..

felt his embrace n warmth ..

i was like uh! m bak to his big warm arms dat brings me closer to hear his hrtbeat.. i lost da feelin of missing him .. n gt da fear dat i'll miss him whn he walks away.. den we toked to each other awhile n send me back home leavin a kiss on fa forehead.. awww.. i miss him.. haizzz...

after sendin me off i was walkin along da corridor reaching home.. he called me n said.. baby dun worry ok?

we'll tok tonite.. love u ..

ahhhhh...

i juz love da feeling of being loved by him dis much!

m so super gifted..

n nw... i miss him like hell..

he's so bz!

valentine day .. ??

ahh.. dosen mean valentine day is da day i muz be wif him shower him wif love n stuffs.. ryt nw i juz feel..

I JuZ WaNNa Go SuMWheRe FaRAwAy WiF HiM.. FoRGeTTiN ImpT PhOnE CaLLs & ExAmS .. SiT SuMWheRe Near By Da RiVeR WiF A BiG BRiGhT MooN SiTTiN RyT OnToP Da RiVeR.. N MaKiN PRoMiSeS LuKiN RyT InTo HiS EyEs .. i'LL NvA LeaVe U..N i LoVe U .. n i mean it..

y m i like dis..??

i dunno! m krazy..??

i still dunno..

maybe juz fallin too deep in love..

awww.. i miss him.. aitez peepz.. dun think i've gone krazy..

lol..

so uh.. gonna do sumthinkz..

and yeah another impt thing..

"I LOVE HIS TATOOS'"